A best friend

I need a best friend like everyone does. I need someone to talk and share everything with whenever I'm sad or happy, someone just like my own sis, we don't even need to pretend when there're just both of us. Indeed, I'm so envy that some other have their bestie, I always wander why I can't get the best of the best bestie in my life just like some other? I know I have so many good friends around me, but I need someone I really trust so much as my bestie, someone I can rely whenever I've broke down. I guess I'm too greedy to expect too much right? I just so envy for someone who really have a best friend in their life, so do appreciate it ya. ^^ Once a moment I'd lost the trust in friendship, I don't believe in real friendship, I was so fed up. Anyhow, I should not be like this, I realize that I have to believe with strong determination, I'm just as ordinary as anyone in this world, I got the right to have a bestie too. I'm searching for the best of the best friend in my life =)

Hebe is cool! I love Hebe! Support her!

Somebody can help me to download all her new songs? Hehe...

我寂寞寂寞就好~~

当然不好！不要寂寞，要幸福♥

#6. When you've start to believe, you're blessed.

Liew JiaHau

Back to blog, started semester 2 and seem busy, I'm not that free now actually, my homeworks still haven't get it done but someone requested this post as you can see at the title of this. Surprise? I still remember this. Haha.

Thanks to Liew JiaHau.

Here is the list:

1. brought me to play badminton.

2. brought me for lunch at Bel Pasto. *Mushroom soup!*

3. brought me for KFC.

4. treated me Teppanyaki.

5. brought me went yam cha.

6. helped me on my tasks.

7. for the present?

8. in the future.

9. in the future.

10. in the future.

That's all? I think. Thank you very much, terima kasih!

By the way, copy-right for Chalia Hartleon! ><

I'm officially 18 now!

23/8/2010

It's my big day! Haha. I went to college as usual, once I get in the class some of my classmates greeted me HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Break time : I and my gang off to Center Point to have our lunch at BLACK CANYON. Stacey wanted to treat me a meal. While waiting for the dishes, someone put two boxes of Secret Recipe in front of me, what a surprised, that's my aunt haha. We were having our lunch at the same restaurant. What a coincident!

Then, we went back into class, lights off suddenly, my classmates were singing birthday song, GOSH! What a surprise again! Farid was holding a big Secret Recipe and put it on my table. Everyone was shouting! *only us knows* So, make and wish and blew the candles. Heh. Farid put a box of present in front of me after that. *scream* No doubt, I love the presents and the SURPRISE! I never expect of this happening. Owh.

Yeah, Secret Recipe again XD the third one. Heee~~

Juniors came along to wish me too. Nice one.

Waiting for HIM after my class, we went for dinner at ?? nearby The Curve. The food not that special but the price quite special. Two persons spent RM100. OH MY GOD right? ==

HE started to do some silly things after that, not to mention 'cause I don't know how to say it here. Another cake for my birthday =) I love cakes! The cake HE gave was the best! Heh. You can take a look the present HE gave me through Facebook. Kinda surprise la hahaha...

Back home found out that mum baked a cake for me haha. How many cakes I got this year? Six! haha. Thanks you guys.

Thanks for the people who wished me, Chee Hoe, Soon Yip, Poh Ying, Yee Kang, Aaron, Jin Xian, Bad dog, Wei Chao, Le Jing, Jerry, Lun, Bee Ling, Sheue Lin, Cally, Jia Hau, Yi Lin, Mun Yee, Yann Torng, Cheng Yee, Jia Hui, Eileen, William, Jian Hao..hmm, who else? Anyway, thanks you guys for the messages =)

Thanks Sheue Lin for the Secret Recipe, Cally for the Winnie, Farid for the present and the cake, my aunt for the t-shirt, brother for the t-shirt, Jia Hau for the t-shirt, Raymond for the Baskin Robin, Stacey for the treat, pa and ma for the ang pau, auntie for the purse and ang pau. Heee~~

AND! Waiting for Soon Yip's present! Hehehehe! I'll remind you. =p

I enjoyed the day, my 18th birthday was really sweet.

不开心的事我不想再放在心上 一次又一次我依然执著着 不会珍惜我的人又何必为他停留呢？

我这么在乎你是你的福气 可惜你不会珍惜 一次不够 我数不清了

我以为我可以相信 我以为你回来了 我以为我不会再错了 我以为没有了遗憾

一个又一个 你还不够吗？

是我傻 我愚蠢 原来都是假象 算了吧 我尽力了

要走的随它走 要去的由它去 这次失去了你要不回来 对我而言 是你放弃了

#5. 睁大眼睛，珍惜所有对你好的人。

The earliest dating with friends

Saturday, 14/8/2010

Woke up early in the morning at 7.15 a.m. I used to wake up at 11++ every morning, so I'm sleepy duh. We were plan to go sing k at the curve. Why so early? Only us know *laughs* All of us were sleepy.

Cheesy wedges for my breakfast and nothing for my lunch. Hung around at The Curve until 6something, it was the time to meet the fellows!

Headed to Aman Puri to meet them, but we change the location to Metro Prima, why? Only us know. =p

On the way, dad called me.

Dad: Are you already home?

Me: No wor, I'm going to have gathering with my friends. Heh.

Dad: Wah, you geng lor, dun need to go back home from morning till night...

Me: (Guilty) Hehe...

Dad: Don't be late.

Yea, it was my first time hung out from morning till the night. It was great to meet them and chatter together like a big family. Someone was exhausted, tired and OILY. Haha. We took many photos as you can see on facebook. Check it out if you're curious. Back home I had my second round =p

Thanks Poh Ying for the caring, really, I was so touched when you were asking about my injury. You still remembered. Hehehe...see you soon!

Finally, today is the last day of my holiday, hopefully I can get up from my bed tomorrow early in the morning. Heh.

Last night, while my brother's friends were cleaning the things after they'd done, they pour the drinks that they couldn't finish into Rusty's (my dog) container. They didn't know the container is for my dog. I was like 'Omg! Yuck!' What to do, have to pour away the drinks as we don't dare to drink it.

#4. Friends are like honey, they gave sweetness in our life.

I love her she loves me I love her she hates her she hates me I hate her I love her she loves me I hate her she loves her

Countdown

5 days left. Counting down for my holidays. I have to say bye bye to my bed at 6.45 a.m early in the morning everyday. Gosh.

Went to clinic last night, my foot still need some time to recover, gee...how long does it really takes to recover? I don't care, I'm going to Tmn Ehsan this Friday to meet my friends and teachers and hanging out on this Saturday. I don't want to hide myself at home everyday.

Often feel dizziness recently, I think is because of the pc, so I don't online that frequent these days. (I want to save my life) Facebook is boring! I got nothing to do with it now, Restaurant City is like not that interesting to me now heh.

Chai Soon Yip, I want to sing out loud! haha. Hope that you've cut down some weight when I meet you XD

Yi Lin,

Hey I'm fine, I know that you're busy these days, no worries it's okay that we didn't keep in touch haha. Take good care too! =)

#3. Appreciate what you have and don't ever jealous on what others have 'cause jealousy kills..

Heh

8/8/2010 It's a 5th! Time passed so fast.

Last week of my holidays, my leg still not recover yet. It's lazy, haiz. Imagaine, no eggs, my favourite prawns and nuts for 2 weeks plus. Suffering.

I'm excited since I'm going to meet my lovely friends again! Looking forward hehe.

Saturday, I wanted to eat Teppanyaki so much! But when we arrived, I was told that they were closing! What a headache. So, KFC was my next choice. Seriously, it's fattening! So, NO MORE KFC to me ya? Yes, please quit it Suet Li.

#2. Be good to others if you want them to be good to you.

I get upset whenever I'm not the first to be chosen. Silly isn't it? Haha, I found it right, I'm silly. The better way to say is that I too care about everything happens around me. Okay, my target for now, be the mature one. Heh..think before I do, don't rush and screw everything up. Yes, I hope I can do it. =)

Many things run into my mind, it's telling me to be optimistic.

I'm gonna start something from now on, one post one Suet Li's 金句( I don't know how it call in english) Gosh.

#1. If you want to stop yourself from hurting, you have to stop hurting yourself.

Let's not make things worse

be mature

and

chill

=)

Do

what

YOU

like

Sigh

I cried

Cried until I was tired, until I've fallen asleep

Don't ask me why

Nobody knows the pain

I know I'm impatient

but I really couldn't bear it anymore

I need you

more than enough

I miss you a lot

Failed again

My semester holidays are going to end soon, I'm still walking hardly. Sigh.

So, my plan for my holidays FAILED. Thank you.

Sorry to Taman Ehsan fellows, I broke my promise, didn't get to go there and pay a visit. *I don't want to*

Sorry to my room, I still haven't clean it, due to my leg problem. *It's an excuse*

Sorry to myself, I can't go for shopping. But I'm waiting for Sheue Lin and Cally, our girls hang out day *wink* Pray that my leg is going to recover soon or else I may bang the wall. Sigh.

Luckily I still get to go for a trip during this holiday with my lovely family. I enjoyed the trip, it was so nice! Heh! I love my family.

It had been two weeks I didn't meet up my beloved, how sad it is. Thanks for enduring me during the time I was ill. I miss you and I love you.

Hi

Hey readers! Hi everyone, I'm back to blog. I've been disappeared for 1 month, all you can see now is I had overcome my problems and here I am again. My problems had solved at this moment, but I can't guarantee that it won't be coming back again to me.

Well, 活在当下 知足常乐! 用了这段时间来想通这一切，我应该想通了吧！每个人都需要朋友，这句话是是实，但是知心的不用多，一个也就足够，我算是很幸运的那一个，因为我知心朋友不止一个，所以不管发生什么事，我还有他们，他们总是支持和给我鼓励。

顺业，谢谢你的鼓励和安慰，每当我心里不平衡的时候你就中招，你是可以让我发泄的对象，不开心的时候和你和一班朋友喝茶最开心，一定会有很多欢笑，那时是我最轻松的时刻，可以抛开烦恼尽情的说笑，我很喜欢也很享受。或许有很多人都看你不顺眼，是他们的问题，我觉得你很好，总比他们天天带着面具做人来的好。在我做了手术后这段期间，我懂你有关心我啦，我很感动啦哈哈。你懂我，有什么事就摊开来说，朋友之间有什么是不能说的，我们这样吵吵闹闹还不是当了这么多年的朋友。

雪琳，谢谢你的慰问，还记得吗？那段我搞自闭的日子，连blog也关了，你知道我不开心不时都会简单的发封信息给我，我很感激，我又再次感觉到朋友之间的温暖，虽然我们没有在一起升学，可是我可以感觉到你依然的关心，谢谢你。就算我们之间有了距离，还是可以维持彼此之间的关系不是吗？我现在很好噢！

Chee Hoe, 谢谢你的关心，知道我要做手术后替我加油给我鼓励还不时关心我的状况和进展。知道我很悲哀还买我的挚爱----Mc Flurry给我吃，感动到~~谢谢啊！在我情绪低落的时候还听我诉苦给我意见让我知道我应该怎么做。

等手术后复原这段日子真得很苦，虽然只是个小手术，可是也是会痛的好不好。我还在等待着我可以正常走回路的日子，我要跑我要跳！我很感激那些关心鼓励及安慰我的朋友。最感谢的是我妈妈，无微不至的照顾我，假期在家里无所事事什么都没做他都不曾骂过我，让我好好休息，行动不方便他总是牵着我的手慢慢一步一步的走着，妈，我爱你！虽然只是一个小小的手术好像写得很夸张，但是让我看到了很多，明白了很多，谁真谁假我都看得出来，我还没有盲，就算盲了心也没盲。小人通通给我滚远远去！走开！