天天想你

不知足,只因为太需要你

我在想，怎样做个完美情人

再累也不想睡

再夜也继续等

再苦也觉得甜

看到你累，我也没精神

看到你苦，我也不好过

看到你忙，我也只能等

我了解,不是你不想

很多事，你不说，我不会懂

很多事，你不做，我不会懂

我知道你有千百万个不愿意

我也知道很多事你无法控制

我没有怪你

我愿意等

我那说不完的爱与思念

你会不会懂

我想你时,你会不会也在想我

你知不知道

我不想习惯一个人

Imbalance

I don't want to tell what problems I'm having.

I don't even know from where to speak up.

Why the things you wish will never come true?

Why the things you do will never follow your thoughts?

All that I know is that I'm so imbalance right now.

:(

只因为我

有时候

我不说了

我不回应

我不理了

我不继续

我不反驳

我不回答

并不代表什么

不是我又生气

不是我又小气

不是我不礼貌

我只是不喜欢被逼

我就是那么直肠直肚

心情不好听什么都不好

听到一些自己认为难听的话我就会反感

我只是想逃避这些让我窒息的事

我不再像以前

我不想多说什么

我不想一直反驳

我不想一直解释

我不想瞎搞是非

我只想立即离开

不想让事情更糟

我不想再因为我心情不好

而把事情弄得一塌糊涂

所以我只能选择沉默了

如果你真的为我好

请你明白和了解这样的我

让我沉默一阵子

让我平复下自己的脾气

让我自己冷静

不要再继续说刺耳的话给我听

不要误会

不是你的错

我知道你是无心

只是我脾气的问题

我会好好控制它

对不起了

谢谢

I want to say hello :)

There're so many things I hope to own it. My mind tells me that I must go and get it! Haha. First of first, Hebe's first album! I love her so much since she was in the group S.H.E and she is the one I like the most among the three of them. Honestly, I've been thought about that the company is so unfair to her as she was just a dub inside the group, come on, she has such a fabulous voice. Heh, but finally, she got her own album. I was going to buy her album before, because I like to collect the albums of my favourite singers. Too bad, when the time I was going to buy, someone stopped me, yea, it was my boyfriend. Regret! I should buy it before it become limited edition hahaha, will it be? Anyhow, I have to save money right now, I must control my spending, so I couldn't buy it right now. Actually, when the time my boyfriend asked me not to buy the album, I thought he will surprise it to me someday, obviously, I think too much! == I should know that he is not that mindful. Haha, what to do? Still love him. :)

Secondly, a pendrive to save all my memorable pictures inside because I scared I will lost it one day. But I couldn't buy it right now too :(

Third, a MP4 or anything that I can put in all my favourite songs from the oldest to the newest. BUT! I couldn't afford it right now, SAVE MONEY~

Fourth, I need a pair of new shoes! I think this is the most useful one in my list? Haha, there's a pair of shoes that I desire, but HE stopped me too. Aiks.

Next, a car probably? Well, I don't really wish for it right now, because I know, my mum will plans and gives the best to me. :)

Lastly, there's one thing that's really own by me right now, that can never be paid nor sold, my beloved him. ♥

逃避可以掩饰EMO. :(

Confession of the day:

Sorry, I don't know why recently I am so rude to you, I feel that you're so annoying, I don't feel like talking or playing with you at all, I know that I'm so wrong, I'm so stupid, I know I should change my bad attitude because you love me so much and treat me so well, but I just can't. Sorry, give me some time, I will behave myself and treat you like how good you treat me.

猛男等死你~

很庆幸地 (应该是倒霉吧)

今天有两位猛男带我去一个很意义重大的地方(他们其实一点也不猛)

我很感谢他们

为我等了那么久

又有专车接送

哇,好大的福利

我真的是三生有幸啊(其实是他们应该感到骄傲)~

我好感动,好像哭(其实也哭不出)

不要问我去了哪里啦(其实讲出来会给人笑)

我害羞~

不要逼我说出来><

我自己都不好意思

虽然很开心

但是去了我心很痛

很伤

破了个大洞 TT

不过，这场暴风雨

让我看到他们很man的一面（其实也没什么）

一个冒着雨去拿车（该死，哈哈）

一个冒着生命危险遮我（淋多点雨啦）

3个小时还真不容易==

真是猛男等死你

以上纯属开玩笑，真的打从心里感谢这两位大英雄（呕），谢谢你们抽出你们的宝贵的时间来陪我度过这段孤独的时间~~哈哈哈，恶心！

Thank you so much!

Not holidays liao meh?

Ehehe~ My post title sounds kampung and broken, ya, this might be a broken english post. Very sien lo, that's why I'm here to blog, bout what? I don't know lo, b'coz really sien 99 now... hmmm? Actually I still got one work to do, that is my presentation board for my design and I have to submit it on next Tuesday. Based on my title: Not holidays liao meh? Walauwey, I should having my holidays liao, why still got work? Really ma Q fan lor~ Want me to go back to college just to submit my works that's all and then dismiss? Wasting my time, gotta wake up at 6 something in the morning and then wait the always-late-bus, and I just need 5 minutes or less to submit my work? Just because of this, I gotta consider about my transport to go back home. How pathetic. The worst thing is, the lecturer keep asking us to buy this and that == They thought those students who study arts are all from well and rich family. Adui~ photos want us to print 100 over pieces, then gotta buy a big album to put all the photos, I don't want pokai also cannot. The Bazaar held in college also want to collect rental from our stalls, come on? What's wrong with them o? I no money they happy liao lo? ==

Holidays will sien meh? I won't feel so wor, but then why many people also claim that they very sien during holidays? I can enjoy dvds, online and more at home, I love my home!

I'm so upset...my face become worse and worse...pimples started to grow on my face!!! Due to my sleeping time, it's pretty late these days, that's why my face started to grow pimples which they are so rarely to visit me in my life time.. Somemore, I'm tired but always insomnia and I got up early in the morning, I'm still tired but I can't get into sleep again. Gosh, what's on the earth is going on? Whatever, gotta do facial~ will it works?

That's all for my post. It's really broken right? Sohli! and bye!

WHY?

Why I still have to go back to college even though I'm suppose having holidays already?

Why I still have work to submit in my holidays?

Why recently my brothers treat me so good?

Why recently my mood swings easily?

Why I'm still so lazy?

Why recently I spent so much?

Why I'm so addicted on buying clothes?

Why the time I spend with him will never enough for me?

Why I'm so in love with him? ♥

我会难过，但是不会自甘堕落。

我会伤心，但是不会伤心太久。

我会不爽，但是不会不爽太久。

我会失望，但是不会堕落下去。

我会失败，但是不会放弃自己。

有时候我想放弃，可是还是会给自己一点坚持下去的理由。

只是想找回原来的感动

为什么就是那么难？

我还停留在以前

你却不停的往前进

我只希望你可以回头望望我

你却不以为然对我说无能为力

Please be alert,

because emo queen is back.

我就是会不爽

我不明白，我只是想让事情进展得顺利，我只是想把事情都计划好，为什么你们一个两个要这样？我就是不爽你这样说我，我只是在计划着，想提前进行，不行吗？我知道你没有那个意思，可是你那番话就是会弄到我很不爽，尽管说我小气啦，不想理了啦！笑啦笑啦! zat啦zat啦! 全部拉到！一个两个根本都不把我的事放在心上，算啦~很没mood了. 我就是酱小气的啦! 反正就算我改了你们也不会发觉,也不会领情. 没心情!不够睡,睡不着,睡不好 :(

不喜欢别人逼我做我不喜欢的事,我不想就是不想,不要硬逼我,很反感.

如果我要,我自然会表现出来,如果不想,就不要一只逼我.

Forgotten anniversary x)

8/4/2010

It's our anniversary and this is the first time I forgot about our anniversary, I don't know why or maybe because the sorrow has covered my happiness? Anyhow, everything is okay now and we both had a great time on our anniversary heh.

Actually we planned to go Jogoya with his friends and which there're three pair couples of us. But Jogoya was fully booked == I was quite disappointed at first but after that my mood was back then. As long as I'm with him ♥ So, we changed our destination to 'TAO' at Sunway Giza, my smart little boyfriend could just managed to bump into that place on his very first time.

The food there were quite tasty for me but he felt that it were just so-so for him. This is my first time to eat something special and expensive hoho, that's why I just felt very satisfy. *p/s: Finally I ate something special as I mentioned on facebook? Hehe, thanks to my beloved boyfriend. I love you. Thanks to him that pampered me a lot in front of his friends and never left me behind. Luckily my boyfriend is not that 'BIG MAN' type? But I'm probably the 'BIG WOMAN' type haha.

>>>Anyone who loves to eat you can go 'TAO' at Sunway Giza to have a try, it's located on the second floor. The lunch hour is from 11.30 to 2.30 Rm 42++ per person.

After the lunch session, we planned to go Sunway Piramid for movie 'Don't Go Breaking My Heart' *claps* The movie is great! It's so romantic and so so so so LUM!! haha...there're a bunch of girls in the cinema screaming for the ups and downs of the story, they're probably fallen for the two main guys character in the movie haha. It's worth to watch it. For guys, you can learn the techniques from the movie to hook up with the girl you're interested. For girls, you can ask your boyfriend to do something special for you by taking this movie as reference. :p

Three pair couples of us had a successful triple dating for the first time I guess haha. I was fully enjoyed the day but he was exhausted and so am I. So, I guess I have to plan one for my gang sometime heh. This time is my turn to have Cally and Sheue Lin spending triple pair couples dating with me. I must make this work! :)

Happy 1 year and 1 month anniversary my beloved *kissies and huggies*

♥ ♥ LOVE YOU ALWAYS

S or B?

S先生B先生是谁不重要

不需要乱猜

.........................................

S先生很多话

有时候叽叽喳喳

唠叨到不行

B先生却不说话

只会静静坐着听我诉苦

给我温暖的怀抱

.........................................

不需要太好奇

因为就算B先生再好

我的选择依然是S先生

原因很简单...

因为S先生是生的

B先生是死的

不要觉得奇怪

因为B先生不是谁

不要笑我三八

是你们单纯

看不明白...

也不用明白...

x)