当S先生输给B先生

你要我尝试不那么需要你，我办到。

你要我尝试不那么依赖你，我办到。

有哪一天我是不遵照你的意思去做？

你要时间，我不打扰。

你要睡觉，我也成全。

在我难过时只希望你能施舍一点点关心和时间给我都比登天还要难。

一天霸占你一个小时，对你来说就是多，对你来说就是依赖，以为我会侵霸你整个世界。

你只爱私人时间；你只爱睡觉。

假期看戏；上班睡觉。

睡了再睡，睡了再睡。

吃饭看报纸又不会睡，拿起电话就立刻睡。

你是超人！超级会睡的人！我佩服得五体投地！

我难过，你照睡；我绝食，你照睡；我讲话，你照睡。

不要跟我讲一大堆废话，到头来还是睡。

不要说我想太多，事实证明了睡觉比我更重要。

没关系，往后的日子你会尝到更多东西比你更重要。

我不稀罕你陪了，我不会再哭着求你施舍时间给我。

以后难过了自己安慰；开心了自己享受。

不需要你，我会自己坚强。

不依赖你，我会自己生活。

因为酱子跟一个人没有分别。对，就是自己一个人！也是你最想要的！

我脆弱了，S先生不做我背后的小男人，B先生永远会是我背后的小小支持者。

S先生睡着了一了百了，明天又是一条好汉！

可是B先生可以为了我不睡觉，B先生才是永远的好汉！

至少B先生不会比S先生爱睡，B先生不会比S先生更爱私人时间。

B先生会在我需要他时一直陪着我。

B先生和S先生比，怎样比？

输完啦！！没错，就是S先生输完！

B先生才是最棒的！！

我没有发神经，只是彻底地败给了S先生，所以不发癫也不可以。

我难过了，不需要你同情，我自己会坚强起来。

我不会好像以前那么傻，我会跟你斗坚强！

不要觉得奇怪，不要后悔我的改变，我只是遵照你的意思去做而成为你最理想的人。

I found myself pathetic

I found myself miserable

I need your cares to feel my existence

I closed my eyes so that the tears wouldn't stream out

I kept silence so that I wouldn't spread my emotional

I stayed alone so that I could calm myself

是我太软弱

The world isn't perfect; the humans isn't perfect; my mood isn't perfect.

I'm very upset

:(

如果可以

我想静静一个人到自己想去的地方

一个人找东西吃

一个人逛书店

一个人买材料

一个人去跑步

一个人看电影

一个人逛夜市

一个人去工作

一个人逛逛

不想去问

不想去烦

不想去看

不想去听

如果可以一个人做那么多事情

那该多好

不要说我不知足

不要说我不会想

不要说我想太多

不要说我太贪心

不要说我不成熟

不要说我太偏激

不要说我不独立

不要说我太依赖

因为你不是我

你不会明白那感受

你可以想象

我一直以来都要面对这个同样的问题

你说我会好受？

我真的很难受

但我可以怎样做？

我也想做自己喜欢的事

去自己想去的地方

我不想永远都呆在笼子里

我受不了

所以

如果我告诉你

你只需要静静地听我诉苦

就已经很足够

有时候

表现得不细心你不知道

该做的事没做你不知道

冷落了你不懂

难过了你不懂

想什么你不懂

被需要你不懂

生气了你不懂

做主动你不懂

该安慰你不懂

只怪我不懂你的好

Love is such a crime

I didn't realized how much I hurt you, I'm way too selfish

LOVE IS SUCH A CRIME

I'm so sorry

Because this is not the first time I hurt you and it's probably not the last

Will you forgive me again and again and again?

I hope you will

I hope I can be the best for you

I hope I can be the only one for you

I hope I can be the one you love the most

Thank you for being here

:)

爱情陷阱

我真的没办法理解男人，我想我永远都不会明白他们在想什么，就好像男人也永远不会明白女人一样。

可是他们却又偏偏要走在一起，人啊，就是那么犯贱。

我只能说，他们对她们的爱不一样，其实是很不简单的，只是我们不了解。

他不擅长表达，也不擅长伪装，他不表现，不代表不爱了。

只是我不明白。

他，也会心碎；也会哭泣；也会难过；也会痛苦。

只是我不了解，我不明白。

他，也会心疼；也会失望；也会不舍；也会坚持。

只是我不了解，我不明白。

爱情确确实实是个陷阱，它让人疯狂；让人崩溃；让人改变；让人盲目；让人忘我；让人痛苦；让人心碎；让人幸福。

任何事情都有可能发生在爱情里，不管将来发生什么事情，大家都情愿掉进这个陷阱。

因为爱，他可以接受我所有缺点和优点，他无论如何都会原谅我。

因为爱，我可以接受他所有缺点和优点，我无论如何都会原谅他。

爱情没有对与错，只有爱与不爱。

所以不管你对还是我错，我爱你。

如果哪一天你看到这里，请你一定要记得，我们都很幸福，因为我也一样很爱你。

我不完美，但是我希望能给你幸福。

如果不可以，我也希望你会快乐。

我会坚强，不会再依赖你。

Busy soon!

I'm going to be really busy next week onwards.

Take a look on my workload.

- 12 postcards and 12 coasters designs

- 1 Moral essay

- 2 feet by 2 feet canvas drawing

You think it's easy and relax a?

You come and have a try la!

You come and try to draw 2 feet x 2 feet canvas.

DIE LA!

I don't have any ideas on the drawing and the designs.

DIE LIAO!

GOD BLESS ME

:)

The end of the world?

People are predicting the end of the world recently. Seriously, I don't like this, why do we have to keep worrying about it and make a huge fuss on it? Life still goes on as now the earth is still existing right? What I think is we shouldn't keep claiming that the end of the world is soon coming to us. This is terrible isn't it? It's like we are just cursing ourselves to end our life soon. Just enjoy every moment and do the right things will do. Yea, you can say that I'm cruel, but I really don't think what can we help on attending the pray for Japan event, aren't you think you have to do something useful instead of just sitting in front of your computer and liking this and that or writing this and that? Pray with your sincere heart will do, go ahead to the church or temple or just pray with peaceful mind, it's useless liking this or that everywhere on facebook without doing anything. If you really want to save the world just shut your computer and start recycling to prevent pollution, this is what you can help the world. And lastly, stop mentioning the end of the day. Argh, it is annoying.

I just don't get it, if you aren't liking it just leave, don't ah ji ah jo there, seriously I'm not happy with that. I don't expect you to like it but still the same thing, please do respect me.

Hi happiness :)

HI! :)

This week is really great, I enjoyed the whole week to the fullest!

7/3/2011

Monday went Melacca for one day trip, gosh, the weather was darn hot man...I was nearly heat stroke. It's really tiring, especially the driver, aww... Honestly, after came back, the first thing came into my mind was that we shouldn't been there and just enjoy our day in KL hahaha, I just don't want him to be tired. Anyway, had fun x)

8/3/2011

The day may not mean anything to you, but I care and it was important and memorable to me. It's our one year anniversary, yes, whatever, I know some of you don't even put a damn or you will just sneer about it and think what's the big deal, up to you, I will just assume that you're jealous about us, heh. It was such a sweet day for me, lotsa love! ♥ ♥ ♥ The sweetest present I ever had. WOW! Everything goes smoothly except the movie Mr. Chai x) I need not to tell the whole story of the day here because I bet someone will be jealous or think that I'm showing off or whatever, well, this is my blog and that's my facebook profile even though if I really want to share. Anyway, both of us were damn sweet hahaha! ♥ ♥

10/3/2011

I'd finally submitted my drawing. Aww, it took me many hours and days. Finally, the outcome was not that bad in the end as I thought. At least I knew I got some improvements :) Even the lecturer praised me, hahaha, this is the second time she said that to me, imagine that I had already study for almost 1 year and this was just the second time I got praised, I will appreciate this very much, I want to thank her for the encouragement and her trust, she was the one that told me 'YOU CAN' as I didn't even trust myself that time.

Hope my sopo will recover soon! ♥

Melacca! ♥

Happy one year anniversary ♥

I ♥ HIM!

My drawing (my photo shooting skill is poor xp )

The actual one :)

#13. Life isn't long or perfect, so do appreciate everyone around you.

A best friend part ii

I have a sudden feeling posting this. Heh. Anyone remember I posted a post entitled 'A best friend' before? I bet no one, haha. I needed a best friend, I craved for it seriously. And now I realized, I don't even need to search one as I'd mentioned, because she/he is just right beside of me, whenever I needed her/him, am I way too long discovering this? I guess nope? I will appreciate her/him forever. Aren't you noticed that I seldom use the word 'forever'? I don't believe in forever actually, I wouldn't simply pour out this word anytime, anywhere and to anyone. But I guess I will appreciate her/him forever, haha, because she/he means a lot on my journey in my life, I want to keep this relationship forever, because I got a feeling that she/he is the only one, my only best of the best friend. We can share everything together, we can be together like nobody's business, we can be so considerate to each other, and the most important thing is, I'm truly madly believe in her/him. I bet she/he won't ever let me down? Hopefully :) If she/he does, it's really killing me and ruin my life haha. Guess who? No one will know this, only me. Heh. And now I know that I shouldn't be envious about others. :D

#12. A best friend is like a treasure, it's hard to find, so hold it tight.

:)

最近的话题都是周杰伦演唱会 :)

第一次，我的第一次献给了周杰伦而不是我自己的偶像。

没错，周杰伦不是我的偶像，我的偶像另有其人 XD

可是我去支持他的演唱会！

刚到那里就见到我的好姐妹，都说我们很有缘得啦！xp

现场一片灯海，很漂亮，很有feel~

舞台很酷，效果很酷，他也很酷！ :)

喊到我破音还继续喊，我隔壁那位爱人更是疯狂啦~

大家都为周杰伦疯狂！

就连马来人也为周杰伦疯狂！所以我不能不说一句'好耶'！！

我想现场为独坐我前面那一对情侣没有拍过手或有任何激动的表现吧！

烂透了，都不懂他们去来做什么，敷衍周杰伦！

要拍拖去别一边啦，现场已经是那么热闹的气氛了，两个还要全场抱在一起，真的是不怕热！

套某人的一句话 ：唔尊重！

BURLESQUE is AWESOME!

Everyone must go and watch!

It's so worth to watch!

Heeeee~

:D