:x

Sorry that I lied to you.

I'm sorry.

I will be more obedient to repay you.

I love you.

♥

王雪溧

我就是我，

你可以不认同我，

可是你不可以期望我会跟着你的步伐走，

因为我从没有奢望过你一定要和我同步。

我懂，

你有你的自由，

可是，

我也有我的自由呀。

你有你的性格，

可是，

我也有我的性格呀。

你有你的想法，

可是，

我也有我的想法呀。

你有你的感受，

可是，

我也有我的感受呀。

*我觉得，交朋友应该像这样，平平凡凡，毫无束缚，淡淡的却又能让友情恒温，持久。相反的，我认为成天粘在一块儿的反而容易产生争执，双方的坚持更让纠纷久久不得瓦解。我和她也会有争执，难免有意见不合，有不爽对方的时候，但我们都选择了一种方式，叫沉默。我们就这样不理不睬的，到又遇到时，我们就会忘了一切。

*除了我，你也可以有其他的朋友，我相信每个好朋友，在自己心中都扮演着不同的角色，有不同的位置，但同样的是，大家都是好朋友，不是吗？

看到这时，我已经深深地明白到这个道理，你的道理，我尊重你，我时常把这铭记在心，没有忘记过，有时候，我沉默了，我想让事情平息，最重要的是，我觉得没有那个必要把事情摊开来，我只是在用你曾说过的方式呀，你没发现吗？我错了吗？如果真的错了，也许是因为我用错了方式吧？我明白你的感受，但请你原谅我，我就是这个样子，我就是这么一个人，容易让人误解和误会，我不想的，我不会表达，我不会伪装，可是我就是王雪溧呀，我就是我，真正的我。很多时候我的否认不完全对，可是也不完全错呀。我不可能附和所有人，因为我是不完美的。

可能你会不喜欢，可是很多事是不能完全面对面坦白的，因为有太多说不完的话，我只好写在这里，这是我的方式，别误会，我没有别的意思，我只希望悲剧不会再从演，因为我累了，为了悲伤而累坏了。

我懂，我们都在为对方着想，在乎对方，不想让哪一方难过，放下包袱，把事情想得简单些，不是很好吗？

我是在乎你的，所以我不希望你一直乱想，对你对我都没有好处，为什么我们要让彼此窒息呢？

从前那个时候的我们，不是都很快乐的吗？

我怀念那个从前...非常怀念...

请你放开所有的不安吧！

♥♥

I need some fresh air :)

变化

人，长大了自然会变。

身边的人一个一个在变，

变了，是一件很正常的事。

变好还是变坏了，

我不知道，也不重要。

我只希望，

不管是我们的友情或感情都不会变。

因为我会害怕有一天，

我的世界没有了你们。

所以以后不管到天涯海角，

都不要忘记我们所共同拥有的经历。

:)

相信-就會有好事發生

Don't stop believing, because the miracles are yet to come.

Smile, people.

:D

Expect the unexpected

Tuesday 24.5.2011 3.13p.m

I was watching Hong Kong dvd drama with mum in the living room, all of the sudden, my handphone rang and I discovered an anonymous message. I was wondering who the hell is that as I already didn't get any anonymous message for a long time. I was seriously stunned right at the moment, I couldn't control my feelings and I screamed right after reading the message. I couldn't speak a word and immediately showed the message to mum who was just sitting beside me with a blurred face upon my reaction. And then she grinned and looked at me.

This is all about the surprise message:

'Hi, ur art work has been chosen 2 participate in d Tanjong Heritage competition.'

(and so on)

Yea this is why I've made a huge fuss on it. I don't think anyone can understand my feelings on the spot. This represent a big encouragement for me, it really mean a lot. Well, although I'm just being chosen and not yet even get the prize, but I'm grateful enough to be chosen by my lecturer among the 42 of us. Of course, I'm not the only chosen one, there're few more coursemates' art work has been chosen too. I'll pray hard yet I'll not be too disappointed if I couldn't win the prize, because I know that there're many experts out there participating the competition, as long as my hard work has been realized and seen, I'm satisfy. My mum told me that I should not over underestimate myself, how am I going to be proud with such hand drawing? haha, sorry, I don't have much confident. Anyhow, I'm proud of this masterpiece as I really put a lot of efforts by finishing it. Ehehehehehe! Happy lar *big wide smile :))))

一份耕耘一份收获

付出多少得获多少

:D

This is the one :D

#15. Don't stop believing, because miracles are yet coming to you.

自我鉴定

其实我不是没有改，

只是改不够，

还有很大的进步空间，

我以为自己已经反省了，

自以为不想伤害他人，

却在无形中伤害了他人，

自己也不知道，

我坦诚，

我不是有意的，

你可以怪我伤害了你，

但你绝不可以说我是故意的，

因为我没有那个心机，

当然，我知道你是不会怪我的 :)

所以我告诉自己会更珍惜你，

就像你珍惜我一样，

会为你着想多一点,

会体谅你多一些,

会尊重你,

会好好的爱你,

用对的方式去爱你♥♥

谢谢你,

不管我变得怎样,

变得多坏多糟,

你依然会认为我是最好的♥

When I'm happy :)

I'm happy when someone appreciate and admire my art work;

I'm really glad about that.

I'm happy when having fun with the friends whole day long;

I enjoyed the day to the fullest and I got 家的感觉 LOL, you guys are just like my family heee~

I'm happy when I'm thinking the trip I'm about to go;

I'm really craving for trips.

I'm happy when I'm eating sushi;

sushi is now one of my favourite ehehehe!

I'm happy when I see my friends got their happiness;

yes, you definitely deserve it!

I'm happy when I used to be pampered by my family;

I love them.

I'm happy when I have him as my beloved;

I wish that we can walk throughout the whole journey in our life together.

* I miss you! I miss your hug and kiss ♥

#14. Do not always make a hug fuss when you're upset, you should know that you'll soon be alright.

一起来

最近觉得大家都在变

长大了，烦恼就自然多了

假期了，烦恼就自然有了

无聊了，烦恼就自然来了

其实我觉得自己有在进步，

好像看透很多事，

其实一切的烦恼都是多余的，

自找的,有时会想，又何必咧？

人生就是这样，

不是先苦后甜，

就是先甜后苦,

快乐后，悲伤自然跟着来；

悲伤后，快乐自然又出现。

所以当我快乐时，我有预感悲伤会出现；

当我悲伤时，我知道快乐自然会再降临。

既然明知道快乐会再降临，

何必执著在忧伤呢？

一个人不可能一直快乐，也不可能一直难过下去，

对不对？

其实我发现，难过的主要是因为我们想太多，

明明活得很快乐，为什么要犯贱去想些有的没的？

很多时候事情发生了，不要一味去责怪对方，

自己也应该学会反省，错就要认，我在努力着，

每当事情发生了，我就会先自我反省，面子有时是致命伤，

必要时就应该互相让步，不要冲动作决定和讲错话。

等到快乐又再降临时，你就会觉得之前的难过是多余的。

某人让你难过了，不要去执著，学会放手，让你自己好过点。

他给不到你的，你可以从别人身上得到的，不管是友情或爱情。

他不珍惜你，你要永远记得，一定会至少有一个人默默地在珍惜你，

只是你不知道，你没去察觉，你没给机会自己去发现这个人的存在。

我好像是在写些有的没的，

希望你们看得明白我的用意，

我只是向分享自己的想法给也有烦恼的人看。

不管是谁，希望对你们有帮助。

可能说服力也蛮弱的，

不要怪，我表达能力就是差==

大家要快乐!

:)

Heeeee~

Sorry that I was emo during last few days and forgot to update about my recent status, or maybe, nobody cares? haha. I used to get emo and I don't worry about that, because I know myself well in this, I'll get well soon, as usual haha. I understand that, things come around and go around, just like my mood, so what to worry? I'll sure get happy or sad in life, and this is what we called the real life, it's quite normal for everyone. Well, just to update something about me, I'd finished my foundation in Art & Design and I'm now having a long holidays for 3 months until I start my degree in Graphic design on August. What a long holidays right? Sounds awesome for me that I can rest for 3 months! But at the same time, I feel that I'm so useless and lifeless as I'm now staying at home everyday and haven't really have the motivation to find a job right now. Haiz, I'm pathetic right? What a lazy girl! Anyway, I'll get a job after my trip on the end of May! :D I should fulfill my life instead of wasting it and I want to earn money! heh!

13/5/2010 我最爱的人 ♥

OMG! This is my favourite! :D

我很少会主动去关心

我没有像一般女孩的体贴和关怀

我一向是酷酷的

很少会去表达自己的想法和感情

很少和你谈心事

就算不开心了也不会说

我就是这样

不想让别人看到我脆弱的一面

就算看到你有事或难过

我也不会给个问候或关心

我就是这样

不会表达对你的爱

我一直以来就只会默默地为你担心

默默地为你祈祷健康

默默地关心你

我知道自己是很不乖和任性的

你可以说是我的致命伤

面对你一秒就可以让我落泪

让我清醒

让我明白

你对我的苦心

虽然有时候我就是爱唱反调

心情不好时会拿你来出气和给脸色你看

也经常让你生气

虽然我总是会埋怨和不爽

但你所有的忠告我总是放在心上

我有在听话做好自己的本分

我也不想让你失望和难过

只是我不会表达

我就是那么的冷酷

虽然我很少说出口

对不起总是让你操心

但是我是爱你的

没有人可以胜过我对你的爱

你是我这辈子最爱的人

妈，我爱你！

Happy mother's day 2011 ♥

You're always my No. 1 perfect mum!

为了逗你开心就传照片给你让你笑一笑

竟然说我自恋?！

还敢说我fat gap fong?!

太大胆了！

竟然开始挑战我~

不知死活的家伙！

总是让我又爱又恨的你 ♥

I'll cry when I'm sad;

I'll emo when I'm upset;

I'll hide when I'm afraid;

I'll scold when I'm angry;

I'll laugh when I'm happy;

I'll hate when I'm dumped;

I'll cherish when I'm loved;

I'll scream when I'm frighten;

I'll apologies when I'm wrong;

When I show you the face doesn't mean I'll harm,

I'm just expressing my true feelings and the real me,

I must have a place for me to express and here it is, my blog.

Everyone has their own character which we should have accept it,

everyone has their own rights to express their feelings through any way they want,

there's no right or wrong by doing this as long as the way doesn't harm anyone.

I'll be here, to blog whenever I want and I need to, no matter I'm happy or sad,

I just want a place for me to express.

This is me, myself, I'm not expert and I don't fake with people.

I love you, to the ones who love me too.

:) :) :) :) :)

♥

妈妈，我爱你

爸爸，我爱你

家人，我爱你

男人，我爱你

女人，我爱你

朋友，我爱你

♥没有了你们，我该怎么活？

在哪里？

现在的我变成什么样了？

我想做会以前那个我...

那个潇洒的我...

洒脱的我...

这样我就能够保住自己的底牌

TT

回来吧！

从前的我...

有时候我也搞不懂，

是我在利用你，

还是你在利用我

我也是有感觉的

我想的东西不一定对，

但也不一定错，

还是我自己真的想太多？

Do you love me?

--你说的话总那么好听

你爱不爱我不能确定

也许你只把它当游戏

我却没那么聪明--

是我此刻的心情

矛盾

对不起

我没有那么伟大

有时候，我会很乱，分不清真假，

我不想去想，去寻找那真相，

我会害怕那是我不想要的答案.

所以我很傻，傻到会去逃避，

就算看到也当作没看到；

就算知道也当作不知道.

我没有要你一定要了解这么麻烦的我，

但至少你要明白，

我没有恶意，我只是不懂该怎样.

我害怕开始，却又不舍得结束.

有时候，我也不知道自己到底想怎样，

我也觉得自己很有问题，

总是搞不清楚自己的情绪，

我需要时间冷静和思考，

我已经知道问题所在，

我会反省.

我知道自己不会包容和体谅别人,

我不是超人，

我不会因为要顾虑别人而忽视自己的感受，

是的，我也很自私，

但这是最真实地我.

我没有说不会改，

我会，但要看你值不值得.

人就是那么现实的，

不是吗？

我也希望十年后的我们会是这样的♥

被祝福

会快乐

会幸福

♥

*(Abby, can you see? Remember what we'd said hehe)*

All I need is you,

I need your console ♥

我对你好，你总是不说，总是不在乎的样子，我也希望被重视

我懂，是我不知足，因为我也需要被在乎

真得很抱歉

p/s: Hello! Suet Li, why seems emo? Cheer cheer! Smile! :)

A state of mind

Sometimes when we're sad but we couldn't tell.

When things get irritated we'll just kept quite.

Even when we're mad but we chose to hide.

I think this is because we're growing up,

we're finding a better way to maintain the situation,

not to get things worse,

not to mess up with each other.

I would not fought back,

only when you reach me my limit.

I just want a win-win situation,

would you understand?

I bet you hope that I could understand you either.

Yeah, I can, I just need some time.

You can see, I remained silent when you upset me.

The truth would not be told,

because I'm protecting you.

I know you've tried your best so don't worry,

I won't blame on you.

I just wandered,

would you ever do the same thing for me in return?

Yes people, I'm emo ==

Don't worry, be steady.

Because I know I'll be okay soon.

Used to be :)

Friends are in need when I'm down.

Thanks for your caring.

I'm found to be guilt because I realized I never care you much,

truth to be told I'm so selfish that I just care about myself sometimes,

and I don't really got to know about the problems you're having.

Whenever I'm down and I need help,

I'll just think that you're meant to be here for me,

but I never think that for you in return.

Sometimes I'd even vent my anger on you without intention,

but you wouldn't even mind or blame me once.

Friends don't need apologies right?

I'll just prove to you by time :)

Thanks for the support even though you're playing tease and remained silent,

just to listen what I want to complain will be the biggest support for me,

so remained silent and listen,

will be more than enough for me.

-给我一个理由包容-

我知道我不是大完,

你没有理由看我脸色,

只是......

你自私了,

我还可以怎样?

Unpredictable double dating

3.5.2011

It'd been almost two years

but everything seems like just happened yesterday

Everything is just a blink of eyes

Even just a short chatter time was great enough for me

We don't always get along

but we'll always keep in touch

I'm always here for you

You'll never be alone in darkness

and that's what a friend should be

:D

Our Dessert

:D

How could a single word made my day

How could a big tight hug made me tears

How could a single move touched my heart

How could a single thought warmed my heart

How could I stop loving you?

I'm addicted in your love.

I'm addicted to love you.

My heart could only fall for you

My heart could only cure by you

I was so touched for the rest of the day

You've made my ordinary day into an extraordinary one

I'm the luckiest person to have someone like you

I needed a miracle,

it happened.

My miracle is You

:)

Love is in the air ♥

Can't wait to give you the surprise

♥