哭也不是

可悲的是，我不是唯一一个。
我是知道的，只是想装不懂。
自欺欺人，是我的本色。
口是心非，是女生的本色。
我是女生，不善于谎言的女生。
这种感觉，
无数次。。。
无数次地刺穿了我的心。
我能难过吗？
不，已经麻痹了。
没有了泪水，剩下的只有叹气声。
感叹自己的懦弱，自卑与执著。
执著放不下，也释怀不了。
可是我会坚强，
努力为自己生活。
:)

別說對不起

如果真有那么一个你爱和很在乎的人，
请你悉心聆听这首歌吧。
去真正了解它背后的含义，
明白它所要带来的讯息，
倾听每一字每一句。
如果真的爱了，
就不要伤害，
因为对不起有时候是无用的。
伤害后，也会留下疤痕。

献给每个人都有一个遥不可及的某个他 :)



#22. 真心，是很重要的。

開始懂了

相信你只是怕伤害我，
不是骗我.
把我的梦摇醒了.

雨天

下雨天真的很容易让人忧郁起来，再加上孙燕姿的‘雨天’，也太适合这种气氛了吧。

我是长情的，

我是执著的，

我是愿意的，

我是会等的，

只是，

值不值得...?

不要忘了，

我也是会心疼的。

谁能体谅我的雨天。

偶尔胆却你都了解。

但，你应该不了解吧。

心又动摇了，

它又软了。

你会懂吧。

为了保护自己，我没有错吧？

How to heal a broken heart?

放手，让人不舍；

握紧，让人心疼。

我想勇敢起来.

最爱的男人

18.6.2011

这是第一次大家都到齐吧？

这一晚，我很开心...

虽然只是简单的一顿晚餐，可是给了我大家庭的feel~

以后都会这样吧？大家会继续保持下去吧？

我希望我们一家人会坚持下去 :)

先是去了Sungai Buloh吃盆菜,再去Desa Park City吃Newzealand~

很久没有一家人一起出去了吧...

虽然剥夺了和爱人出去的机会,可是还是很值得...

有什么事是重要过家人的?

幸福,就足够了 :)

:)

Love my family always

♥

Happy Father's Day ♥

I LOVE YOU DAD

Thanks for being our householder all the time

May you healthy and happy always

:D

Sorry 'coz I'm not a obedient daughter,

but I do love you so.

♥

迷茫

人生中能有多少次机会？

当你得到第二次机会时，是否应该好好珍惜？

但当你得到的是第二，第三甚至是第四次机会时，

是否应该觉得自己很幸运，很幸福了?

是不是时候该好好珍惜了呢?

选择相信，是因为希望能获得美好的事情。

最后选择沉默，是因为。。。

Ps: 心不会再痛了，因为它已经麻了。

又是时候

日子久了，又是时候自我反省。

依然是脾气暴躁，总是在不同的场合有不同的脾气和性格，自己也觉得很奇怪。

说话时依然白目，不懂做么这样。

依然是不乖，还是会犯错。

我知道自己的问题在哪里~

反省~反省~再反省~

是真的要改进下~

可是有时候，就是大方不起来，我就是那么不大方，改不了，因为从现在开始，我只想做自己喜欢做的事，其他会伤害自己的事，我不会再去碰了 :)

要学会做个。。。

好女儿

好女友

好朋友

:)

#21. 不要比较，因为比较只会让自己更累。

Yellow Saturday

Today is Saturday and it's a yellow :)

Yellow ♥

Woke up at 10 in the morning and then headed to SMK Taman Ehsan which there was having sports day and I got the chance to meet my buddies there. Well, I just went there for fun and to play with them. Saw a lot of familiar faces there and the school really changed a lot. As usual with both of them, Soon Yip and Cally, I had a lot of great fun and laughs. We laughed like nobody business and bull shitting around. How long that I've never laugh my ass off like this already? It will be greater if Hui joins us. I want to drink KOPI x)

And then we went '好想吃' for lunch LOL, Lun's favourite 'shop' xD We ordered a lot and ate a lot, I was damn full after that and the bills was kinda made me shocked! Okay, after the lunch, I drove myself home, yes, you didn't get it wrongly, I DROVE MYSELF HOME. haha! It has been long time that I didn't get the chance to drive, thanks to Lun~ yippie~ Although the short journey was kinda shocking and terrifying, please be understanding that I didn't drive for long time already TT

Lastly, thank you Chai Yip Yip for the surprise!!!! Heee~ Thanks!! I love surprises yo x)

I really did had a great time with the buddies, some feelings are hard to speak through words so I can just keep inside my heart :)

Finally the yellowish is coming back to me, I've waited this for days :)

♥To 知心人: Everything is back to normal, thanks for concern and I was so glad that there's someone out there understands about my feelings hehe~ I'm fine now, everything is back to yellow :)) ♥

Ah Torng ♥

01.我的大名: Ong Suet Li 王雪溧

02.我的小名: 没有

03.谁传给你的: 我的好姐妹Torng Torng xD

04.生日最想得到的礼物：有心思就好，如果真的了解我就会知道我喜欢什么啦 :)

05.近期压力大的事：人与人之间的关系

06.你的外号：Ong Le Le? Ah Lian? sopo?

07.有没有喜欢的人：爱的人就有 :D

08.同学聚会要回去找老师吗: 会呱~

09.跟谁出去最幸福：我的爱人咯，因为我们不常出去，所以要珍惜 :)

10.如果你的两个好友吵架了你该怎么办：给他们鬼打鬼啦！哈哈，不是啦，帮他们和解咯

11.跟情人最想去哪: 去哪里都无所谓，只要他是那个对的人 :D

12.圣诞节要做啥：倒数？没试过~

13.最想跟谁过圣诞节：对我重要的人

14.有没有赖床的习惯：看情况

15.有几个兄弟姐妹：两个哥哥

16.最喜欢的一首歌：Through the rain 因为每当我失意时它能让我振作起来

17.喜欢什么颜色：紫 白 天空蓝

18.现在在做什么： 打字

19.最想大声说什么：我要当人见人爱的大美女 :D

20.半夜敢不敢自己上厕所: 看急不急咯哈哈

21.谁很欠打：那些欠打的人

22.现在很迷什么：唱歌，吃冰！ x)

23.睡相：应该很丑 ==

24.自己不敢吃的東西：生的东西，很多

25.是否痛恨传给你点卷的人：爱都来不及 xD

26.你的咗名右：在难过也要坚强！

27.天气：热啦！！

28.你若中乐透最想做什么：买喜欢的东西，吃大餐，去旅行

29.大学生一定要玩的活动 ：不懂哦，我不好动

30.引起失眠的原因：有烦恼，一些解决不了的事，不开心，兴奋

31.有流口水的情况吗：谁没有？

32.近期开心的事：工作， 因为觉得自己变得有用了^^ ， 自己的设计有人欣赏，和朋友见面 :)

33.你经常通宵不睡： 不一定

34.你会和爱自己的人还是自己爱的人結婚嗎: 要不然叻？

★睡觉前第一件事：讲电话

★起床前第一件事：想到他 :)

★你的偶像：张栋梁！Hebe! Taylor Swift!

★你喜欢的季节: 冬天，喜欢很冷的感觉

★打工次数：3次

★你讨厌什么样的个性：虚伪，心机重，两头蛇，目中无人，说话有骨，不守信用

★你会喝酒吗：会！爱红酒，色酒！都爱，就是不爱啤酒~

★你常哭吗：蛮~看情况啦，不会让人知道

★你常笑吗：好笑就笑咯，看和谁在一起

★朋友和情人你会：会什么？两个都爱！

★机会和命运你会选择：什么屁股？两个都要^^

★你很自恋吗：我会咩？我很谦虚的 x)

★你有穿耳洞么：有啊

★这问卷多不多：蛮咯

★喜欢吃冰吗：超爱！！

★现在幸福吗：比起其他人，我算很幸福了，要学会知足嘛~

★最在乎哪几个朋友：就那几个朋友而已嘛~

★房间里的摆设简单么 ？: 有书桌，床，梳妆台，大厨

★女(男)朋友精神出轨要不要原谅 ？：会不高兴，吵架！原不原谅就不知道

★如果没有朋友你会怎样 ？：很无聊，很寂寞

★如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么：让我想什么，得什么 :p

★喜欢吃的水果：草莓，芒果，荔枝，山竹，很多~

★经常不叠被子吗: 每天都会叠，我是一个整齐的人 x)

★你喜欢雪么：喜欢!

★还希望被点：不闷咩？

★舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个？：什么屁股？

★你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么 ？：等

★不想看书的时候怎么办：不看咯

★喜欢的人叫什么(外号也可以) : 伟杰？sopo x)

1+。被点到必填 , 不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷 。

2+。请老实回答每一问题。

3+。不能擅自涂改题目。

4+。写完请点 10 个人 , 不可以不点。

5+。完后请通知那 10 个人他被点到了 !

6+。不可回传。

Ah Torng放 Blogger 我也放blogger 咯

如果你们会看到这里的话，就代表你们是在乎我的 :))

我点了你们真的会传咩？

1. Torng

2. Soon Yip

3. Abby

4. Sampater

5. Syeli

6. Yi Lin

7. Jerry

8. Pui Hoon

9. Colleen

10. Ho Eng

:)

B.L.U.E

Monday blue

Tuesday blue

Wednesday blue

Thursday purple

...

Hopefully Friday yellow

I know God will bless me.

Drink more water and take good care everyone

:)

* How I met my sweetheart is up next *

=p

Because 'How I met Your Mother' inspired me.

=p

I think this post is gonna postpone as I'm not getting the mood to blog it right now xD

Sudden miss

Viewing the photos we've taken before, it makes me miss him more :)

He might not look that handsome, but he is kind of cute to me :)

He might looks a bit slow response, but he is kind of considerate :)

He might not that perfect, but for me he is my perfect match :)

Look at this little naughty cutie face, hahaha, it makes me miss him more and more :D

Oops, I know you guys are not interested with these.

I'm just SS-ing

Heee~

Much ♥

#20. You should know that you're actually blessed when there's someone for you to mad with. ♥

Sweet 13

8.6.2011 ♥

It was our 15th monthly anniversary

The shortest word for me is 'I'

The sweetest word for me is 'Love'

The only one for me is 'You'

I Love You

♥

♥♥

真情。假意？

如果真心爱一个人，

会不舍得让他受到任何伤害，

甚至保护他。。。

当你认为你在保护他时，

可能他早已受到伤害，

只是你没发现。

如果你伤害了某个他，

是不是代表着你不爱了呢？

因为真心爱上，

所以才会受到伤害。。。

你懂的，

可能我不懂。

不能说的感性

38！真的不动要怎样开始这一段感性的话。。。感觉怪怪的。。。

9/6 这一天可能对其他人来说没有什么特别，但是对某某人来说是很重要的哦 XD

因为你是我生命中不可缺少的人物，所以对你特别的日子对我来说也不平凡。

认识你已有将近6年，好像也从来没有为你庆祝过什么像样的生日和给你像样的礼物，甚至可以说是没有。而你在我这5年来的生日都会送我礼物，不好意思哦，我是个蛮烂的朋友。今年也别忘了哦 ^^

很多话平时不用说，虽然我们表面上是那么废的朋友，其实私低下我们都会有认真和难过的时候，在这种时候，我们也不会再说废话，而是互相关心与安慰。

我发现，那些给我第一印象不好的人都会变成身边的好友，是冤孽吗？== 就是你啦！那时候真的很讨厌你！哈哈哈哈。

坦白说，有时候你真的蛮讨人厌的，还记得吗？中五那年的那场风波，我想没有一个亲眼目睹的人会相信我们会成为像现在那么好的朋友吧，连我自己都不相信，哈哈哈哈，我们那时候是疯了吗？我们是前世没有发过乔吗？现在想起，已经忘了是为了什么而引起的，我记性不好。

可能是因为这样吧，再荒唐的争执都经历过了，现在还有什么好不爽的？

我知道有时候我也很令人讨厌吧？因为已经太了解对方的性格了，所以在怎样不爽对方，也不会责怪，也不会再争吵，然后再继续一起废下去。

谢谢你啊，陪我度过了那最难熬的日子。

谢谢你啊，在我难过的时候娱乐我。

谢谢你啊，在我无聊的时候和我一起废

谢谢你啊，在我难过的时候给的安慰和关心。

谢谢你啊，肯包容我这副性格。

谢谢你啊，肯成为我的朋友。

谢谢你啊，珍惜我们这一段友谊。

谢谢你啊，每次请我吃东西哈哈。

对不起，如果这6年来我让你受伤了。

虽然你现在已有了那个也是Ong 的人，哈哈！

我也会祝福你们的!

祝你们永远相亲相爱!

谁对我好，我也会对谁好。

生日快乐哦！

Happy Birthday dude! May all the happiness gather around you and all the best to you in STPM!

Get a good result and I will treat you eat Sakae? Oh no, you eat too much and expensive! So...I will treat you movie and WDH!!! XD

Although sometimes I might be harsh to you and even hurt your feelings, please note that I didn't mean to do that to you, I'm just the way like that haha, as good friends, you should accept the way I am as how I accept the way you are as my buddy! xD So, don't blame me on my mistakes ya LOL!

Okay, i'm quite 38 now ==

And I know you won't feel touch when see my post, you will just think that I'm 38 and lame ==

Fine! B'coz I also feeling the same way...adui

Anyway! Happy sweet 19th Birthday! I'll be right by your side no matter what happen :)

Happy Birthday!

Here is a chocolate ice-cream cake for you!

Sorry I can't afford to buy you one.

:)

Us

(2009)

I guess this is the nicest pic we have ever taken before?

Haha!

Happy Happy Birthday Big Boy!

:D

#19. Cherish the one who mean a lot to you.

因为爱情

每一段感情。。。

会面对很多波折，

需要一起经历。

会面对很多矛盾，

需要互相化解。

会面对很多问题，

需要一起解决。

会面对很多伤痛，

需要互相抚平。

会面对很多不安，

需要一起克服。

会面对很多挫败，

需要互相扶持。

会面对很多欢喜，

需要一起分享。

会面对很多挫折，

需要互相鼓励。

会面对很多感动，

需要一起恒温。

会面对很多争执，

需要互相包容。

旁观者清，

很多时候，会被当下的怒气让自己忘了这早已明白的一切。

生气，只因为关心；

难过，只因为心疼；

哭泣，只因为太爱一个人。

所以。。。

当局者迷。

#18。 如果真的很爱对方，就不要轻易放手。

简简单单

我喜欢。。。

简单的生活。

简单的感情。

简单的性格。

简单的环境。

简单的喜欢。

简单的人。

简单的事。

简单的你。

♥

我不是天秤座，我不求公平；

我是处女座，我求完美。

可欲不可求。

# 17. 有时候，当你得到不公平的对待时，它往往会让你更坚强。

You are meant to be

I miss your hug

I miss the moment you hugged me tight

Time flies,

our monthly anniversary is coming soon.

And we're still holding each other tight.

I love you,

always.

Enrichment

Hello! I got a job! :D Guess what? I'm officially a tuition teacher, don't be shocked, I can teach too hahaha... I'm not teaching kindergarten nor primary standard, it's secondary standard :S Sounds 'WOW' right? I was so worried before my job started whether I'm able to handle the class or not. So far I had taught for 3 days, well, luckily I was able to handle this. There are 6 subjects I have to teach, BM, BI, Maths, History, Geography and for God sake SCIENCE. I know I'm a Science student, but I don't really interested in Science. Anyhow, I will try my best to teach my students. Oh yeah, finally I found a job, I will work hard and fulfill my holidays. Honestly, I felt that I'm not that useless anymore after started to work, at least I'm not staying at home whole day doing nothing. Don't worry, even though I've started to work, I'm still free everyday, please come and date me out! hahaha! Work hard work hard!!!

♥ Thanks Abby for the encouragement, I needed this so much, thanks for supporting me all the time. Heee. Whenever I'm down I'll just feel relieve after chatting with you, it's true, it's a true feeling, I don't know why, maybe I'm attracted with your kindness :D

Port Dickson

Yeap! Finally I went for a trip, to Port Dickson, 2 days 1 night :)

I've been craving for trip ehehe~ It has been around 2 years plus I never been to trip with friends since Form 4. I'm excited. It was so-called a triple couple trip, there were three pairs of couples. PD might be bored for some people as they claim that there's nothing to do there. But this is not what I think, I've been to PD for couple of times and I never get bored, seriously I don't know what you guys are thinking about, of course, I will still going there this year haha. There is a good place for relaxing, maybe because I love travel, so I don't mind as long as there's a place for me to travel. Somehow it's not because where the place you're going, it's base on who's the one you are going with. Maybe this is one of the reason why I enjoyed this trip to the fullest because there were my beloved him and my beloved friends.

We stayed at Avillion Admiral Cove and there's a private beach, the beach was really nice and clean. We took a lot of pictures as you guys can see it through my Facebook. We saw the sunset together, it was really nice when you see it with the right person. I think it was the first time I saw sunset haha. The place was nice enough for me.

We had crabs for dinner and lunch, awww, my favourite and so do him! Fingers licking good :D Anyhow, there's nothing much to say about the trip, overall, I really enjoyed the trip so much but it's too bad it ended too fast and I wish for more and more trips in the future with him. I got a plan, I want to go trip once a year with him :) We will save more money to another awesome trip. And I'm looking forward to another couple trip with friends, heee~ Where to go next time?? Melacca? Penang? Sabah? Langkawi? Any place as long as I'm with him and my beloved friends.

Especially thanks to him, my beloved boyfriend, who brought me and friends to the trip without giving any complains, even though he was really tired because of work, he drove all the way to PD and gave me the best as what he can do, he planned the trip with me, booked the hotel for us, he was willingly to do all of this just for me and never left me behind. I'm just so lucky to have a boyfriend like this who pampers me so much. I love him, to the fullest.

The sunset is ♥ when I'm with you

Infinity ♥

幸福时刻

一个深情的吻，

一个深情的拥抱，

足以让我爱你深深。

我不敢说永远；

我不敢提永固，

只希望我们能相爱久久。

因为此刻的我，

一点也不想和你分离

亲爱的，

我想你了，

我爱你。

I

LOVE

YOU

♥

More updates about the PD Trip,

Stay tuned :D

Be patient ya, Abby ♥

Much ♥

贪吃的后果

是的，现在我的胃不舒服，顶住顶住~

为什么？
因为我吃了三个肉粽！妈妈独家炮制的！
好好吃！
又再吃晚餐，两菜一汤！
过后再补加一个炸年糕!
不肥就假！
肥了再减咯~
开心就好 ^^
人生有几多个十年？
为了减肥错过了开心的时刻很不值得！！

旅行回来后心情特好!

:)

#16. 笑笑过人生 :D