Kena tipu

Yesterday was a moody day,I was so bad luck.
Decided to go for a movie with my parents,but bro forgot to buy my ticket. ==
I was so so angry and disappointed,I was thinking to have a movie and go to eat waffle after that,but I found out that I can't make it. TT
Woke up in the morning and get scolded by 'someone',I was thinking what was wrong with him?!
He did something wrong but he scolded me?! What the...
Then 'someone' and 'someone' started to argue..I don't like the noise,make me feel so depressed.
Everyone were out,watched TV drama alone..
My eyes were tired all day long.
The only little thing to make me felt bit happy was that I got a early Christmas present from bro..a new little bear =)
My little Reddie..Hug hug hug~~
Someone asked me to go yam cha at night but he said cancelled after that..aiks..
Then around 10.30pm,I got a message from Ken and he asked me out to yam cha at chandran.
Aaron came to fetch me,then I was told that there were only three of us going..
Alvin was eating maggie mee at home,bangang betul.
I then only realized I've been cheated by Ken ==
My mood was getting better after chit-chatted with them,teasing Aaron was fun!
Back home before 12.30am. Kinda hard to believe right? haha..
Mood was getting even better after someone's comfort..
Thanks for your guiding and everything you shared,you have the power to put a smile on my face =)))
You are so cute !!! keke

Happy without reasons

Woke up at 7.30 in the morning to have my breakfast with my family,reached home at 9.30 after breakfast,I then quickly rushed to take my bath and waiting for Alvin to come.
Me,Hui,Sheue Lin,May Yun,Alvin,Soon Yip and Ken planned to go Mid Valley to check out for the education fair.
Fulamak,I was told that Aaron the bangang was joining us..maybe he decided to join because of some reasons keke..
Surprisingly,I saw Wei Chao there..adui,I thought he was just joking the day before,why he joined us since nobody ask him to? Xp
There was many people in the education fair,I,Lin and Soon Yip went to 'cui shui' with a guy named Anthony x)
The guy was damn humorous lar,I laughed non-stop!! lol..
Actually we decided to watch movie,but there was so many people so the bangangs decided to go back around 2 something..done nothing at Mid Valley then went back jor..what the?

the only pic for today ><

Three of them,Soon Yip, Hui and Lin decided to go Sungai Wang.
Then Alvin brought me,Ken and Wei Chao to Wei Chao's house lol..
I also felt kinda shocked that I and Wei Chao became friends x) Zadou
I started to feel regret after reached his house,quite boring there,nothing to do.
Then someone suggested to play cards,three of them bully a girl!!
They cheated my $$$,I lose gao gao at the beginning..wanna call mummy that time ><

Luckily I got back my $$$ in the end,thanks god =>

Again,we squeezed our brain juice to think where to have our dinner..

In the end,we went D Fortune and Ken treated us for the drinks,thanks,but my drinks was not as nice as I thought,yaiks..

Alvin, the so-called 'kam shao' by Wei Chao eaten two dishes...kinda scary :/

Back home around 8pm.

Another day out after sun set =)

I enjoyed.

After taken my bath,went to online again,nowadays don't really have the mood to watch TV already,good news or bad news? haha..

Just simply felt happy without any reasons today,perhaps Xp

MSN chatted again...did the same thing like the day before,felt so happy,whee~~

I wanted to express my happy feelings,I wanted to share.

I didn't know why,I just felt so happy...is this a hint?

I do enjoyed,if this really is the right feelings,I think I had fallen for it =)

I'm sure and I believe,the time will tells..

I'll be patient =>

Hui,you have to be strong and tough,I know you can and I'll always support you,we don't want Hui to be sad,we want the happy-go-lucky Hui you used to be..

So,cheer up kay?

Don't cry, because it's not worth at all.

You can,you told me to look forward aren't you forgotten?

SMILE =)))

We SMILE together

No more missing

You're cruel but you never know,how could you do that?
I couldn't bear the pain and hurts.
Your appearance will just messing up my life.
You're still acting the way you used to be,never think of my feelings.
Maybe it's just because I'm not the one you care,I'm just the one who always used to fulfill your boredom.
You would be sad without me not because I'm important,it's just simply because there is nobody else in the world as silly as I am.
I'm not that simple as you think,I don't have the courage to face it.
How could you act like nothing happened?
Maybe I should know that this is the way you used to be.
I'm just too silly.

After SPM

Kinda busy these days haha...

After finished my last paper for SPM (chinese), I,Hui and Alvin decided to go 1u to sing k because Hui got RM 50 voucher.

That bangang Aaron didn't want to go with us 'cause he is going to The Curve with his lover and he abandoned us ><

In the end,they didn't go 'cause raining heavily..hohoho...

I sang like hell that day,but better than Alvin as I can't heard what he was singing,he sang so soft ><

Neway's service was damn bad la,the person(Ring a Ring a Ring) who served us was so impolite to us..

So we decided not to go Neway anymore!

After that,Alvin brought me and Hui to his house to meet Aaron gor gor Xp

Then we were waiting for Ken to come to fetch us go yam cha...

We waited so long standing outside like noobs..

Then heading to Selayang to meet Lun and Boon leong and had a great chat at Station 1.

There were one boy and one girl singing there,their voice were so wonderful,I like it so much =)

I think I had fallen for that guy @@

He was playing guitar while singing..so so charm!!

He really got my attention haha..I kept staring at him that time and enjoy the songs.

Wish to go there again Xp

Back home at 11pm++ whole family were waiting for me ><

Sorry mum x(

Luckily mum still allow me to go Sunway Lagoon with Aaron,Alvin,Soon Yip,Hui,Jerry and Suresh.

Have lots of fun there,but kinda tired,I was going to fall asleep when playing water with them,felt really sleepy that time ><

One of the game really frightened me,my heart was beating so damn fast after that game,kinda scary..

Met Torng there,so surprised! So happy to meet her there keke..long time no see ler..miss her so so much!!

Then,five of us decided to have our dinner at Kim Gary in Sunway Piramid, fulamak, we hardly found that place,walked till my legs so tired..

Woo...I was so generous 'cause I treated Aaron and Alvin for their dinner keke..

Back home late at 9 something,got so many things to share with mum =)

Tired but I continued to watch 'gong sam gai' then slept at 1 something..whee~~

I'm so pro..keke

Went to primary school gathering today for my dinner, Torng came to fetch me XD

The gathering kinda....hmm...sat bai...10 people only lol...

But I went there just to met Torng and Yi Lin keke..

We chatted a lot! so great!

Miss them so so much...my besties...

They kept teasing me bout something><

Shame shame...aiks...

I got a free dinner today,wanna thank someone..but I forgotten to say thanks aiks..

Hope the next gathering will be better...

I'll go too!!

I'm so free!!! Love my life now =)

I made it

Wow..had a great day on Friday :)
Went to watch movie with Hui,Sheue Lin,May Yun,Soon Yip and Ken.
Let's imagine that we were at 1U XD
I wanted to watch 2012,but the seats were limited and too near to the screen,so we chose to watch Storm Warrior ><

May Yun said she was going to fall asleep that time,Soon Yip very lame,sent message to me in the cinema..sent nonsense..ish..

I very good leh, I changed my seat with him,the guy sat beside me quite talkative ><

Went home show-off to my brothers,they want to watch too,so I told them bout the story haha.

After the movie,we decided to go somewhere else to yam cha,so we went Gasoline.

Everyone gone high at first :)

We took many photos and gossips,we talked and laughed loudly like there was our home heeee..

I went 'treasure hunting' ooo hahaha..

It was quite fun keke,but they don't dare to follow me Xp

We stayed there until 6 something,sensing that I should go home already,my mum must be waiting for me,but they were still so unwilling to go back home first,so naughty.

Yea,my mum started to nag after I got home,I should let her know the time earlier,I'll do that next time.

P/S: Hope Hui will be fine,be happy and I know she can, because we are always here =)

Photos~~~

Li & Lin

Kiss Kiss!

A president of food management

The pro of toast wakaka!

Long time no exercise already.
Went jogging with Lun and Hui in the morning yesterday.

I and Hui jogged very slow,Lun had to wait for us,then they said wanna jog up to the mountain,actually feeling a bit unwilling,cause it's kinda exhausting.

I and Hui walked up there instead of jog ^^ so,Lun had to follow too.

After some distance,I started to felt a bit unwell,they said I looked pale that time,but we already walked till half way,so I decided to finished it and thought that I would be okay.

****Buek!!****

I vomited ><

I guess I'm too weak,should have exercise more haha.

Wow,I thought of just giving up that time,cause really no more energy to walk down,but I really didn't want to call an ambulance keke,kinda fish that time.

I rested awhile and said I wanna go back home like a small kid ^^

Two of them helped to take me down hoho..felt funny and pai seh to them.

By the time,I felt the power of friendships,fulamak..so touched,they never thought of leaving me there alone @@

So,I must help myself too,I didn't give up,I told myself that I can do it.

On the half way,I felt better and I could walked by myself already.

Finally reached!

Yes, I made it!!

Yes,I can and I didn't give up.

Laugh out if you want,but I'm not ashame of this,cause I really made it,I proved myself :>

Wanna thanks Hui and Lun a lot,they helped me so much,hope that they still dare to go jogging with me heeeee~~

The power of friendships **

Go again and finish it keke..I wanted to.

Wanna train myself already,must exercise more!

I'm weak yet I'm tough =))))

A report to Ah Lut CSY (DETAILS)

Goodbye!!!! Goodbye chemistry!!! Tata!!!
Finally,finished all the science subjects.
I didn't study much for Chemistry,
I was just keep online-ing after Physics papers.
Damn it!!
I ended up can't do well in the exam.
It was kinda hard for me TT
Tears..

Went for lunch at Aman Puri (I think) with many peoples lol..
All of us squeezed at two tables.
Damn hot that time, sweat!!
After lunch,no time to study already,aiks.
That's why my Chemistry was like sucks..TT

3 something reached home.
Phone rang : piano melody~~~ (kinda too detail :) )
Me: halo?
Lun: You know who am I?
Me: Ofcours la,Yeng Lun ma.
Lun: hahaha (kinda)
Me: What's up?
LUn: Are you coming later on?
Me: GO where?
Lun: Yam Cha lo.
-----bla bla bla-----
Me: okay,I ask my mum and see,dunno whether she let.

'Ma! My friend asked me to go yam cha'
"Ma go la. Go with who?"
'Yeng Lun'
"Go lo,but don't be too late."
'O.'

Lun: hahahahaha (Non-stop laughing)
Me: what's wrong?
LUn: Nothing,feel very funny.
Me: ???
----bla bla bla---
Lun: See you then.
Me: Bye~~

After the lame phone call,I keep calling babe lai but failed..
I was going to get mad,then I found out that I forgot to reload my phone credit lol.
Silly~~
May Yun: Halo?
Me: I'm going later. (kinda,can't remember the details)
---bla bla bla---

Called Alvin..
Alvin: Halo?
Me: Going to yam cha later?
Alvin:Ya,you are going too?
Me: Ya,you wanna fetch me? haha
Alvin: Ken fetch.
Me: Woo..kk,you tell him come and fetch me later.

****Ah Lut,I tired leh zzz****

Stop mentioning the phone calls..aiks..
Rushed to bath,but they came at almost 5pm I think.
Talk nonsense and laughed in the car,noisy~~
We were approaching to Boon Leong and Lun's house.
I don't let Lun to get in the car that time...wakaka!!
Syok,I treated him like how Alvin treated me when I was going to get into the car.

They haven't decide what place to yam cha..
Grrr..again..
In the end, they decide to go Selayang Mall..
Speechless, all blur blur.

Finally reached,the four boys wanted to pee lol.
So,I, Lun and May Yun walked here and there to wait for them.
Four of them took kinda long time to pee Xp
Wondering is that they are playing with something??

They decided to go Paparich at first..
But Boon Leong was very hungry and he wanted to eat mcd..
We stood in front of Paparich to discuss,the people were staring at us.
In the end,we went Mcd..
Funny~~
Yam cha go Mcd yam..
No need to tell the way we sat ba??
But we ate Mc Flurry,not yam cha.
It was the first time I ate Mc Flurry,yummy!!
but it looked like one pek shit lol..
Simply chit chatting there,talked nonsense with them,took some pictures..
Somemore watching Aaron's weird actions..I meant,gay actions Xp
Don't know what's wrong with him,he keep on molest Ken lol..
He wanted to took picture with Ken lol, it was so funny.
Is Aaron a gay?? haha
Lun keep teasing me bout my curly hair,others just simply laughing at me,pity me~~
After finished our Mc flurry,Lun,the noob started to play with the cup..
Noob actions,keep on spinning the cups with the plastic spoon in it..
Looked so dumb Xp
Took video for his noob action,going to share with friends..whee~~~
p/s: boon Leong said that I looked like 'sit ga yin' ><" Which part?? lol I was going to paste a fake mole on my forehead =) Pictures~~

Four cups of Mc flurry..yummy=)

Look like 'si hang long' lol

Someone's butt!! busuk!!

okay,I know,round and fat!

Muscular LI!! Woo

Muackss!!

Another time?? muackss muackss!!

Bangang King's head

Satisfy?

They keep discussing for their dinner,somemore said wanna come my house for dinner lol..need to pay okay haha..
Mum called: 'you went there to yam cha or eat dinner a? We are going to eat and waiting for you'
Don't know whether if she angry with me already Xp
Talk nonsense in the car again,laughed loudly (me)
There were no point in our conversations XD
Reached home around 7 something,tried..argh..
Went to sleep at 11pm.
Lying on my bed,but can't fall asleep even though I was really tired.
Took my phone and listened the song Alvin recommended.
I really have to say that the song was really annoying.
I straight away deleted it after listening half way haha.
Then,went to online and started this lame post as I promised to someone.
ZZZ.
Now,2 something at the midnight..gosh.
Finally done!!
A great gathered with friends =)

Always emo by the time we met

Drew looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I needing everything that we should be

I bet she's beautiful

That girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me I laugh cause it's so damn funny

Well I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love

He's finally got it right

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the tears drop on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do

Drew walks by me can't he tells that I can't breathe?

And there's he goes so perfectly

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight

Give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the tears drop on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do

So I drive home alone

As I turn off the light

I put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight

Cause he's the reason for the tears drop on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see...

There was a 'Drew' in my life time

Suddenly think of him again

but I know it was already a past

The memories he gave

The day we met,

the way we know each other,

the time we were on the phone,

the song he sang,

the game we played,

the way he liked me,

the way he cared,

the way he comfort me,

the time we shared,

the moment we walked side by side,

the moment we looked at each other,

the way he protected me,

the presents and surprise he gave,

the supports he gave,

the ice-cream he treated me,

the promises he had promised

and

the time he was by my side.

The sweetest memories.

I'll never forget about him

My Mr. Drew =)

You're always the only one

I learned to smile after all =)))

I wanna be Mrs. Pan !! =)

Whoo hoo...
Finally bought Pan's album..
Exicited!! kaka..nice songs..
Bro came back home and gave me this..
Taaa daaa..






Lying on my 'tilam' and listen the album.
His songs make me relax..
Nice songs..I love him!! Wheeee~~~
I wanna be Mrs. Pan!! muackss!!



Yeah~~~
Two more subjects to go~~
Felt so relieve after having 8 subjects..
Wheee..
Feel so happy keke.
Wanna thank someone who fetched me back home after Physics papers.
Who waited me for so long haha.
This was the second time..pai sei Xp
Thanks a lot woo..
Touched @@
Next time belanja makan!!!
Promised!!!


Feeling so ease recently..
I don't think about the score for SPM already,just let it be..
I had tried my best =)
Dad gave me a Casio brand watch ooo.. Cost around RM 1XX?
He hopes me to get a good result on SPM so he bought that for me.
Hope that i won't let him down Xp
Anyway, I already got the watch kaka..
Whee~~~
Another new watch =)
Can no longer show-off already haha..
But the watch quite loose for me to wear,have to fix first.
Love to collect watches.
BUT!
There is always a BUT.
I sick already X.X
Keep sneezing when taking Physics papers.
Used lot of tissues..
I wonder is it the pengawas realized,she adjusted the fan's rate,maybe I perasan lol.
But I'm not feeling cold,it just my throat damn itchy.
Whole family sick except my bro.
We all infected by dad. Aiks..he sounds suffer and tired.
Somemore have to work till so late everyday.
Kinda worry about him..
Hope my Strepsils do works =)
Hope that he recover soon, me and mum either =)

Things in my mind

Argh..recently I found out that my handphone got problems.
Sometimes I can't receive messages or send messages as I think I had already sent.
I think I would never find out if I don't ask soon yip.
Aiks..what happened to my phone??
I wonder I failed to receive some messages since when??
A month before?
A few months before?
I was wondering how many messages I had missed.. TT
I even misunderstood that they didn't reply my messages and felt 'bu shuang' lol silly me..
It was my mistake after all..
I should have ask for the reasons..
I'm too sensitive and insist sometimes..
I hardly open my mouth to ask for reasons..
I think I should change this attitude.


SPM already started.
I got a surprise the day before,
a surprise that I never think before indeed.
I was shocked,yet I dunno why was it happening.
It shouldn't had happened.
'Wake up, wake up' I told myself.
I woke up,I know that it might just an illusion,it was not real.
I should not care about that and thought that it was possible,
all because I had already disappointed and despaired.
It's so tiring to being like this,I hope that it could end and I could forget everything about the past.
Yes,I should let go from this moment,I wish I could.
I don't want to be hurt anymore.
So,goodbye forever and ever.
I'll let go.


Why were we still so relaxing when having our SPM?
I chit-chat and laughed with my buddies as usual,
feel like pressure-free haha..
We don't have cars like others who can go somewhere to have their lunch after having the exam.
So what? We were still enjoying to be together to have our lunch and laughed together.
It was a precious time for me.
They are just like my medicine when I was down.
I would just have to meet them and talk some funny things and laugh out loud together.
'No point' again?
Lol..
I won't say 'friends forever' this time as I think many things would happen in the future.
I don't need this promise,I just want us to appreciate every moment that we could spend together.
Oi, feel touch boh??
haha..
I love you all always..

All the best

SPM is coming..
All the best to everyone..
+oil +oil ++++oil!!!


GOOD LUCK!!
Fight for it!!
Stop online-ing!

Someone, something and sometimes.

Received a message yesterday..
Quite surprised at first,but after saw the message,feeling a bit disappointed.
We almost sms everyday before,
we can even sms for whole day long,
we chat bout TV shows,gossips,people and bout us..
We told each other everything before.
But it's changed,
long time didn't receive any messages from you..
You won't be replying although I sms you I think.
Feel so surprised after receiving your text,but it was just a very simple text about xxx.
Yes,you never reply after that,not even a thanks.
Maybe I should have understand your situation,but sometimes I just feel disappointed.
We less talk,less gather around and less sms now.
Just feel like losing something..




I hate people telling lies,but sometimes I tell lies too.

I hate people don't reply my messages, but sometimes I do the same thing too.

I don't like people act rude, but sometimes I'm rude too.

I don't like sweet talks, but sometimes I need it too.

I don't want love, but sometimes I need it too.

I hate people hide something from me, but sometimes I hide something too.

I hate people who don't keep the promises, but sometimes I forgot to keep my promises too.

I hate flower-hearted people, but sometimes I feel like I am one of them too.

I hate arguments, but sometimes I argue too.


I'm just damn complicated!
Lolz..
It's me..

PEACE

Stupid streamyx, keep down system, argh! how sickening..
Really gotta 'cut jor hui'!!
Damn annoying..

Went to school on Wednesday.
What we did at school?
Haha...what else??
Chit-chatting, gossiping and playing cards!!
Fulamak..SPM is coming soon you know..
I,Hui and Soon Yip were playing cards at the back during history period XD Weee!!
It was so 'chi gik'!!
We played till half way, Mr. Pxxx came in all of the sudden,just beside our tables lol..
I was stunned,Hui and Soon Yip were still ss-ing there without realizing about it.
Then,we quickly hide the cards lol...
Three of us were so 'sam hui'..
Their actions were funny hahaha..
I laughed non-stop!
Luckily Mr.Pxxx didn't realize bout it.
We can still continue our own sweet time =)
Our Sej teacher was nagging in front there,but we ignored.
Sohli!!

I have something to express..
I hate liars..
But I can't guarantee that I won't lie in my life time.
Everyone will tells lies in the life time,
but we should not tell lies to hurt others.

Please don't ever tell lies and find excuses for yourself to twist the fact.
The fact is, you did lied.
The more excuses you find, the deeper you hurt on others.
Explanations are needed, not excuses.
Why can't just tell the truths instead of telling lies???
I don't understand somehow.
Would you ever think that if you are the one who lied by others??
What would you feel after all?
Use your brain to think.
Sorry is useless after hurting a person.


Don't ever try to lie if you could.
PEACE

If you think you can, you can.

Haaaa..SPM is coming SOON!!
everyday study study study and study!
It was boring man..
I am very worry about my 3 science subjects and my add maths..
Argh, never get an A before,how to score?
God bless..
I have to try my best no matter what.
'If you think you can, you can' =)
Yes, I CAN!!! haha

Many things happened during this year.
It were so upset,
I fell down,
I cried,
I tried to gave up,
I lost my directions,
I lost my confidence,
I lost the trust on others,
I dunno what to do...
But I learned to be tougher after all..
Everything happened around us will make us become more mature and tougher,
I learned all these =)

Yes, I am selfish, stubborn, bad temper and so many other problems.
Yet, I just wanna be myself,just like I am who I am.
I have my right to do what I want to do and who I want to be with.
It's my choice, no one can control and judge me.
I still have to appreciate myself even though there are some people who don't appreciate me..

Wanna thanks my mum and my buddies who gave me supports, opinions and cares when I was down..
I love you all..
keke

用最好的心情，面对最坏的事！
IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN

The 'last word' she meant

Finally, i created a blog huh..
Soon yip was the first to know this, I think, hmm..he was speechless XD
Yea, I'm anti-blogger because blogs sometimes make ppl upset. It may make ppl got heart feelings and hurt.
What's the reason to make me created a blog? Hmm..it doesn't important I think XD

It was boring, so, I went to practice piano in the living room.
They said I was making noise,again. He said it was not a song,i was just making noise there.
What can I say? They never encourage nor compliment me on my piano skills although I had already learnt it for almost 5 years. It was the only words I get from them : 'very noisy'
I admit that I played it loudly,all because the piano pieces is really the way I played.
He never knows how hurt it is when he said I was making noise there.
I had make so much effort on it,until my fingers were so-damn-pain. What I get from them was just 'it was noisy'.
So, I asked them what for they let me to learn piano since they think that I was just making noise there?
Again, she said I always wanted the last word.
I was just telling my feelings on what they said.
She never listen, in the end, she still got the last word, not me.
Okay then, I stop playing there and went into my room since they never understand my feelings.

I heard everything she said behind of me. She did it purposely for me to listen since I was small.
She said sometimes she wished to send me away. I'll go,I'll go whenever she wants.
She said I always practice piano when my cousins was sleeping and when someone is watching TV in the afternoon.
I was going to say that it is the only chance i can practice my piano okay.
She watches TV for the whole afternoon after I went home from school everyday, what can I do? Don't need to practice anymore? Don't need to learn piano anymore? Why can't she listens and understands me?
I endured,I don't want to argue. I knew that she will say I wanted the last word again.
I'm hurt. =(
Why can't they just give me some supports instead of saying me making noise?

They make me lost my confidence again.
I wonder that the thing I had paid so much effort was just useless.
What should I do?