Finally, i created a blog huh..
Soon yip was the first to know this, I think, hmm..he was speechless XD
Yea, I'm anti-blogger because blogs sometimes make ppl upset. It may make ppl got heart feelings and hurt.
What's the reason to make me created a blog? Hmm..it doesn't important I think XD
It was boring, so, I went to practice piano in the living room.
They said I was making noise,again. He said it was not a song,i was just making noise there.
What can I say? They never encourage nor compliment me on my piano skills although I had already learnt it for almost 5 years. It was the only words I get from them : 'very noisy'
I admit that I played it loudly,all because the piano pieces is really the way I played.
He never knows how hurt it is when he said I was making noise there.
I had make so much effort on it,until my fingers were so-damn-pain. What I get from them was just 'it was noisy'.
So, I asked them what for they let me to learn piano since they think that I was just making noise there?
Again, she said I always wanted the last word.
I was just telling my feelings on what they said.
She never listen, in the end, she still got the last word, not me.
Okay then, I stop playing there and went into my room since they never understand my feelings.
I heard everything she said behind of me. She did it purposely for me to listen since I was small.
She said sometimes she wished to send me away. I'll go,I'll go whenever she wants.
She said I always practice piano when my cousins was sleeping and when someone is watching TV in the afternoon.
I was going to say that it is the only chance i can practice my piano okay.
She watches TV for the whole afternoon after I went home from school everyday, what can I do? Don't need to practice anymore? Don't need to learn piano anymore? Why can't she listens and understands me?
I endured,I don't want to argue. I knew that she will say I wanted the last word again.
I'm hurt. =(
Why can't they just give me some supports instead of saying me making noise?
They make me lost my confidence again.
I wonder that the thing I had paid so much effort was just useless.
What should I do?
How you used to be only yourself will know. You don't need other people to justify your talents and hobbies. Play it as loud as you can. Don't try to be someone that you don't know. The best is be yourself.
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