Happy happy day

What a great day! Went to take college to get our pre-results for project 1 to 3. It's not a final results yet, we still have time to touch up our work after we get the pre-results. Again, damn nervous while waiting to get my results, same goes when I was taking my results. Duh, I get nervous easily these days. My face was so numb when getting the results, too nervous. What happened with me? This is so not me. Maybe I did put a lot of efforts on it so I was worried about my results as if it will disappoint me. But it turned up not really disappointing yet I get a quite good feed back. For the first project, it was a group project, as what I've expected, not that high marks as we were still new in Year 1 so everything for us was still quite blur. So we only get C-. However, not to worry, we still have time to touch up to get higher marks. For the second project, the 'Mutoscope', that so-called flip book machine I've mentioned before, the result is not that good as what I hope for, but I didn't put much high hope for it either, because I know my sketch book was too thin to get better marks. So I only get B- for it. Again, not to worry, still can get better marks for that and most likely can get an A for the final marks if I put efforts to do the touch up. But then, my lecturer mentioned about my weak presentation skills hahaha! I knew it, and then she encouraged me and gave me some advice, most importantly, SELF CONFIDENCE! This is what I'm lacking all the way. Thanks lecturer for giving me supports and confidence. Oh yeah yeah, the third project, which is 'My Cube', the latest one. She said that during the project 1 and 2 I was like a pupa, but then when it came to project 3, I turned into a butterfly. HOHOHO! So syok when hearing this you know. But still not the best marks, I got A- but it considered good and a surprise for me, never thought I can get an A. :D Sooooo happy. After getting the results, we went to Art EXPO. Oh my god the paintings are sooooo nice! How I wish I could be one of them and have their painting skills. Then went for lunch with my coursemates. Wow, we really ate a lot @@ But too bad I forgot to take some pictures haha, never mind, the main character is the crabs! My favourite!! Yummy! Sooo yummy! :D I got back my appetite after the projects, hahaha, is getting fat pretty soon but before this I've cut down some weight so don't have to worry much and term 2 is coming soon so I will sure cutting down my weight by then.

 It looks so yummy right? <3

 Outfit of the day :)

Love the day <3

Had a great day! :D

快乐可以很简单 

:))

又一个关卡

Oh yeah, finally been through the hectic moments for project 3, it's finally over. What a relieve. I was super stress during these days because of this project-My Cube. We gotta produce a 20x20 cm cube. This project is about expressing ourselves on our cube, the cube represents us. Oh my, after this project I really found out that there are so many crazies in this world, all the designers. I'm still not the very crazy one, but the projects are really driving me crazy. Kay, back to the presentation on Thursday. We all burned midnight oil the day before and all looked soooo tired on the next day. Me? I slept at 3am in the morning and the presentation starts at 9am. This is too over for me I guess, I can't live without sleeping, but no choice, still gotta carry on to complete my cube. I was so damn nervous for the presentation, didn't even have time to prepare for it, just spoke whatever in my mind and whatever I could say. Most importantly, I really lack of confidence and I know this is my biggest weak point. As they are too many experts and crazies in my class, so I'm definitely having so much stress while handling it. But so far so good, better than what I've expected, the presentation gone quite well. As I can see, my presentation skills improved and got some compliments from the lecturers too. Before that I was so so so worried and nervous and I thought that my cube is sucks. Thanks God. I was so relieved after that and I've finally completed a tough task, it's not easy. :)))

My theme for my cube is Emotional, so there are 6 different emotions on my cube.

And we have to do six different things for each side such as, photography, metaphor, colour, self portrait, typography and pattern.

 This is my final outcome.

 This side is about vulnerable, it's for metaphor.

From the outside you can see it is a bricks wall, it look strong.

 But actually it's easy to break.

So I metaphor myself like bricks wall.

 This side is about anger, it's for colour's side.

I used different red colours tones to express my anger.

I used to get very angry at first but after some time I will calm down myself as if the colour tones.

 I want to depict myself that I'm a hot temper person.

When I'm angry, nobody dares to come near me, it's like thorns.

 This is the typography and it's about loving.

I can be loving, of course. :)

 This is fear, for the pattern side.

Got its meaning, of course, when I do this.

But not going to tell here.

haha.

 This is photography side which is about happiness.

I made the cover like a photo frame.

And I did something like a photo album which consists of 3 main parts in my life that bring me happiness.

 I made it pop up.

The most important part will be my family indeed.

 The second part will be my love of course.

 And the third part is my friends.

This is self portrait side, it's about depression.

I get depress often hahaha.

So I make it like a gun shot to express what I feel when I'm depress.

Can anyone see my face here?

:)

To be honest, I'm not quite satisfy with the result as I know it's not the best.

But I'm happy with the presentation and the comments I get from lecturers, because anyhow I've made a lot of efforts indeed.

Here's an end for my year 1 term 1.

Term 2 will have much more hard tasks ahead.

又在度过一个难关 :)

懂不懂

拥抱有一股神奇力量。
当一个人拥抱你时，意味着~
他很爱你；
他想保护你；
他心疼你了。
虽然这只是我个人想法，可是我是这么认为的。
谢谢拥抱我的他，给我无穷的力量。
就只有他。

因为性格的关系，我的拥抱是很吝啬的。xD
肢体表达能力有限，没办法，收在心里就好。
应该很少人被我拥抱过吧？
每一个拥抱都是真心的。





花太多时间在羡慕别人了，把自己拥有的给遗忘了。

我怀念的

Life is not going to be easy.
我觉得我就快变超人了。
Designers are all crazy!
迟早我会疯掉。
Seriously I need rest.
这么忙碌的生活很不适合我。
But without hard work, I won't success.
就算我多么想要平凡的生活。
I still need to be tough and go on.



突然好想念。。。
我的姐妹们。。。
Mun Yee, Torng & Yi Lin.
那曾经陪我度过的岁月，永远不会忘记。
还是爱你们，不管多久，不管多远。


最近真的忙得很紧绷~头晕~我昏~
忙到也没时间emo或想些有的没的，很好。
 就算emo也是为了功课而烦。
除了功课，其实日子过得也还不错。
也许忙，也是件好事。
伤口不再痛，没感觉，没发炎。
我觉得我的免疫系统真的太棒了。
不得不佩服我自己。
原来我那么强。


还好最近还有开心的事支持着做功课做到疲惫的我。
Thanks Hoon Hoon for the phone casing. :)
Thanks dearie for Hebe's new album. :)
Thanks Lun for the outing. :)
Thanks cheecake lao for the surprise. :)
Thanks beloved Abby for the encouragement when I'm tired. :)
Thanks brothers for the fetch. :)
Thanks mum for helping and sponsoring me. :)
Thanks Stacey for helping me. :)
Thanks my love for the encouragement and support. :)

快乐可以很简单，这就是我想要的快乐，不需要多复杂，也不会很难。
在我无助时鼓励我，支持我，给我力量，让我快乐，是我最大的安慰了。
我很好。

邪不能胜正

还以为我们分手了，

我已唱了分手情歌呀。

分手快乐~

祝我快乐~

我可以找到更好的~

很好，

我已经跟悲伤分手了。

悲伤，

请你别回头，

我不需要你了。

没有你我活得更好。

可是为什么痛苦突然来袭呢？

救命啊！！

我快撑不住了！

'她的样子已经出卖了她的性格'

我特喜欢某人的这一句话。

太贴切了。

好想好想

日子过得很充实，每天不是功课就是功课，但我却不是懒惰就是懒惰，就算静下心来，就算松懈下来，心里还是有着功课这个包袱。就算闭上眼睛，想的都是创意，构思，想得头都快要爆了。很多人以为读艺术这科很容易，其实我们承受的压力不会比别人少，我就在为这个痛苦着。当我没有一点创意或构思时，心很想放弃，可是我不能呀，也没办法，这就是我选择的路，没办法回头了，只好向前看，向前冲。得学着不对自己的决定后悔吧。好想好想好好休息，没有任何包袱的休息，去个旅行轻松轻松。很难吧，人长越大，包袱就越多，烦恼也会跟着多，是时候学习和适应这样的生活了。虽然很艰难，但是也必须努力。

选择不再触碰那伤口，

这是我唯一能够保护自己的方式。








#27. 简单也可以很幸福。

I want him!

帅呆了！！！

为什么会有那么帅的人啊？？

我爱他！

♥李润城♥

Crazy for City Hunter now!

♥♥♥

爱情的魔力

太阳从西边升起了~
极少进厨房的我，这次竟然大显身手！
没办法，爱人21岁生日，多多少少都要给点面子~嘿嘿~
苦思了很久，到底该怎样准备？
因为每次被讽刺说进不了厨房，所以这次想让他看看我的厉害！
其实最近很忙很忙，压力压力，发生了一些事，情绪还有点低落，一开始还遇到了不顺利的事，可是还是得抽出时间来做个生日蛋糕给这个大少爷~嘻~
我想给他一个难忘的21岁生日.
一直找人求救，幸好阿姨爱做蛋糕，可以向她请教~老天爷对我太好了，真幸运。:)
因为爱人喜欢巧克力口味，所以我就打算做Dark Chocolate Cheesecake.
谢谢带我去买材料的人，我竟然笨到连买材料都blur!
谢谢Abby给的鼓励与支持~还有陪我去shopping买礼物~<3 为了各自的他，都受了不少苦头xD
但是我们能为各自的他而花心思都觉得很幸福 :)
可惜~没什么拍到做蛋糕的过程，当天情绪太紧绷了，压力大大，情绪低低。 D:
结果~~~

 做到最后才想起要拍照~ TT

 Base (Oreo + butter)

 Dark chocolate cheese (top)

铺的很丑！

 来点装饰呗~

Dark Chocolate Cheesecake 完成咯~ :D

他看到蛋糕后竟然说以为是妈妈做的 == 酱看不起我是吗？我妈酱得空做蛋糕给他咩？== 有是有感动到他啦~可是~不完美...又丑，又腻~可以说是失败了~伤心~TT

但是有人说好吃,只是有些不知好歹的家伙不识货！包括他！一直取笑我~我哭~TT

妈妈酸溜溜~吃醋了~说我第一次进厨房做蛋糕~还买酱多礼物给他~又带他去贵贵餐厅吃晚餐~哈哈~

人生中第一次做的蛋糕，献给了我爱的他，爱我的他♥

对的人

虽然没有轰轰烈烈，可是却简单幸福。

虽然没有刻骨铭心，可是却入心入肺。

不曾听过他有任何怨言，任何埋怨。

不曾对我乱发脾气，拿我出气。

我做错事，他可以无条件原谅。

不满意了，他也可以欣然接受。

受了委屈，他也可以忍气吞声。

在能力范围内，他尽量给我最好的。

不管什么事，总会在我身边。

我跌倒了，总会扶我一把。

我难过了，总会为我心疼。

遇到难题，总会陪我承担。

虽然有时候木得可以，但却木得可爱。

虽然有时候缺乏情趣，但却不得不爱。

他就是这么一个人。。。

有什么事都自己承受，

有什么困难都自己解决，

不会要求我改些什么，

总是认为我是最好的，

总是爱护和包容着我，

总是对我忍让体谅。

他就是这么一个好人。

我好爱的一个人。

从没想过，除了家人，还会有一个对我这么好的人出现。

遇见他，就像遇见了奇迹。

Happy 21st Birthday, my love.

好男友，好难有？

好男友，我拥有。

♥

发生了那么多事，如果只剩我一个人，该如何承担？

我不想成为绊脚石，

只好学会一个人坚强。

#26. 珍惜眼前人。

面具

有一种人很恐怖，

上一秒可以对你嬉皮笑脸；

下一秒可以对你冷漠无情。

上一秒可以和你称兄道弟；

下一秒可以和你反目无情。

上一秒可以和你要好无比，

下一秒可以到处捏造是非。

这种人总爱把自己的快乐建设在别人的痛苦上。

这种人总是前言不对后语。

这种人只会靠把嘴，却做不了大事。

这种人可以骗得了全世界，

可是我相信，

骗不了自己。

这种人很恐怖，很恐怖，很恐怖。

很久没有那么憎恨一个人了，

罪过，罪过。

很想，很想，很想。。。！

我会控制，不让仇恨埋没我原来的真心。

阿弥陀佛。

Thanks God for setting me free.

:)

不愿回到现实

Famous Amos 的故事...

 孤单坐在一旁，被我spot 到了。。。

 然后属于我了，yeah!

突然和它爸爸相遇...

*很烂的故事...

xD

 很开心的一天，带点悲伤。

只是少许悲伤~

少许~

少许~

功课太繁重~

我会加油的！

想不到表妹好像很了解我酱~

^^

Mission impossible

Ooops! What a late late post! Yeah, it's about my previous project. What I've done with my final outcome. 

 From this.....

To this!

-

-

-

-

Tadaaa!

 What is this? 

 It's a so-called machine called Mutoscope.

It's a idea from Flip Book.

 Flipping the pen spinning movement with this Mutoscope.

:)

All 100% handmade by myself!

Well, kinda proud of this as I never ever expect that I can do this!

 First I have to draw 50 pages of pen spinning movement.

It's like a mission impossible.

Duh, Degree life is really not a relaxing one!

Another project is up!

And we all have to do this thick of a sketch book!

Wish me luck! 

:)

加油!!!!

Mission completed :D

#25. If you think you can, you can.

有意思

‘不要去欺骗任何人，

因为被骗的人都是相信你的人。’

你忍心吗？

相信你就是因为爱你。

当你忍心去欺骗一个人时，

是不是意味着你不爱他？

你会忍心让你爱的人受伤害吗？

当你被骗一次不够，

两次，三次，甚至二十次，

是不是意味着你太爱那个他？

所以忍心让自己受一次又一次的伤害？

换做是我，

很抱歉，我没办法了。

我讨厌这样的人。

这样不断出卖感情的人。

很厌倦！

如果真有这样的人要靠近我，

滚吧！

滚远远！

不要试图接近我。

我不会对这种人仁慈。

你对我好，我就会对你好。

你对我坏，不要妄想我会再对你好。

你怎样对待别人，别人就怎样对待你。

我可以很友善，

可是没办法喜欢所有人。

I Hate FAKERS.

私奔到 1U

2.10.2011

A Lovely day. ♥

Long time no shopping! So decided to 私奔 with my love, Abby. xD This is our very first date, hoho, nice and enjoyable, more dates to come! :D Suppose to go The Curve at first but then we changed our mind to 1 Utama. Then she kept accompany me to shop here and there and be my stylist, ngek ngek. She gave me a lot of ideas and suggestions on my outfits and tended to make me sexy LOL. It's impossible though. I can't be sexy man :/ But I learned a lot of techniques on how to wear nicer, heh! Thanks to Abby! ♥

Here comes my stylist! ♥

 I'm like a giant compare to her hahaha.

 Here comes the first sexy + lady outfit. 

 Another outfits she chose for me.

 I chose this myself b'coz it is purple!

Oh I love this style, this is one of the outfit that she suggested!

 Big contrast on our outfits haha.

Chose this myself too.

Willing to try out now b'coz she inspired me.

Trying clothes is really fun though.

Never try, never know.

:D

 Just wanna try out.

:)

Weee~ Happy meal for lunch! Yum yum! ♥

Our happy meal :D

Happy meal really makes people happy!

:D

Woot the day was awesome! Long time didn't relax like this already, stress free! And thanks Abby for the accompaniment :) Actually I was quite lazy to try out the outfits before this, but then she really inspired me to do it and now I love to hahaha. After trying really makes people happy, ngek ngek. Love to chat with her too, my 知心人. ♥

Oops, I nearly spent RM 200 in a day hoho! But I'm happy!

:D

*私奔成功 :D

回来了 :)

我想像这一刻好几次了。人山人海中我们再一次相遇，一切还是那么熟悉。每一天，我在镜子前不断练习着最若无其事的表情。双手垂直，标准的笑容，只怕你看穿这一切都是我精心练习的。

在你脸上，一切无迹可循。你轻轻的一句话，已经是最痛的伤害。我不知道我们是怎么走到了这里，如此无力，你一直在我心里，住在深处，就像我的灵魂一样，不让我沉沦。也许，那才是我们之间，最真实的模样。

就像你说的，爱情本来就不该有结局！

这个城市，满载我们无疾而终的失败故事。我游走在这城市边缘，只怕自己再一次掉入陷阱。其实，说穿了，我的爱情已停在那一刻。

从此以后，我不再想像了。

♥

我的至爱

:)

Another new experience

 Few days before I went to volunteer to do the rice colour dye for Kolam as one of the GD member.

KBU is in charging the Kolam design at 1u soon, on next two weeks for Deepavali celebration.

It was quite fun though.

I enjoyed the colour dyeing process and had a new experience.

:)

 After dyeing the rice, we have to spread it on the floor to get it dry.

 The purple is so nice! 

Too bad I didn't get to take much picture on those different tones of purple rice :(

 I think they were twelve colours for the Kolam deisgn.

If anyone see a Kolam design at 1u, that's KBU's design.

Heh.

My shadow.

I should take it with purple colour :(