YOU must read this!

Yes, I meant YOU, birthday girl!

26/12/1992 born a 38 girl in the world who call Lim Jia Hui ♥

We'd known each other for almost 6 years already!

Over the six years I know about you is that you're a non-stop insane girl

We'd been through a misunderstand that we never mention again until now

Do you remember that? :)

I bet we both don't wish to mention about the unhappiness

What I wan to say is that I know myself deeply

No one in my friend list is exempted having problems with me (laughs)

But we did gone through this and put down everything

which makes our friendships get even stronger

I know you

You won't get mess with friends and you're simple yet sincere

Thanks to accept me as your good friend

You're my good friend too sweetie!

I miss you! ♥

I miss our moments during form 5

Insane together

38 together

Ignored the teachers together

Played together

Laughed together

Talked craps together

Copied others homework together

And much more!

I couldn't get a celebration and a birthday present for you this year

But I gave you my bless and wishes ♥

Wishing you all the best and a brightest future :)

I'm so glad that you'd finally gone through your hard times about the past

I know you can do it one day

Now it's the time :D

It's so great to see you found your happiness and your smiley faces

Your smile is so sweet ♥

So don't hide it with tears for the one who don't deserve it

I bet your Mr.right will make you happy always

I don't know him but I can feel that you're happy and comfort with him

Hold him and your happiness tight ya :)

Happy birthday my dearest Hui Hui! ♥

Hope that you get to see this post on your birthday

I'm always by your side even though we get less to meet each other already

But don't worry because you're my good friend always

We don't need words or meeting each other often as long as we have our hearts for our friendships

Agree? :D

Happy sweet sweet sweetest 18th birthday ya!

Lum anot? XD

We're cute!

heh!

Smile!

♥ ♥

p/s: I was jealous that soon yip posted you such a touch comment, why I don't have on my birthday Mr.Chai Soon Yip? Next year kay? :D

My 2010 Christmas

Flashed back to 2009 Christmas, I had my first Christmas celebration ever I guess? Last year, I celebrated Christmas with a gang of friends - Aaron, Alvin, Hui, Lun, Ken and so on~ We went to church and then Chandran for the next round and we stayed out late until 2a.m. Yes, this was my first time, feels great :D

This year, I meet non of them during Christmas :( Because, everyone knows as time goes by something between you and me might change, we can't expect we can be together all the time, as long as we will always remind each other in our minds and that's enough. Like now, you all reminded me of last year Christmas that we'd spent all night together :) Indeed, I miss that moment very much now ;)

Back to topic haha, how was my Christmas this year? I can say that it was pretty plain. Sorry that I kept rejecting Chee Hoe's offers to go out. I wasn't in my mood all day long, but trust me that I'd tried very hard not to make myself get into even worse situation. It doesn't matter right now, because I got a extraordinary and delightful full stop for the end of my Christmas. I and Him had spent together until the last minute of Christmas. What a surprise he gave, and what a regret I get. Sorry and thank you for everything my beloved. I love the Christmas present very much ♥ but I love you more than that ♥

♥

Hohoho~~ Christmas is around the corner, I'm so excited! A ♥ Christmas present is prepared, hope that he will like it. I'm waiting a present from him, my naughty one, I bet he bought one for me even though he said he didn't, but if he really don't, he will taste my fist! Roar~~ Can't wait can't wait! Please let us hang out smoothly this time. Pray lxl

I want to meet HIM ♥

I want to wish HIM Merry Christmas ♥

I want to celebrate Christmas with HIM ♥

I want a Christmas present from HIM ♥

I want to give HIM a Christmas present ♥

I want to hug HIM ♥

My love diary is in process ♥

回魂了

我又发癫了.看看我前两个post，又再旧病复发，想一些有的没的，搞什么emo嘛！最近假期太无聊了吧，所以光想这些没营养的东东.其实我早已放下了，过去的让它过去，我管你是ABCDK还是Y！是我自己38重提往事，18岁了还那么神经质，真可悲! 还让朋友们吓着了,paisei哦. 所以现在我回来了 =D 我就是这样,上一秒可以伤心得要死,下一秒可以开心得要死. 真的很38! 我没事! 只是太无聊了! 我就是那么的感情用事, 每次讲到自己好像没有朋友, 我真的有问题, 一通电话朋友就有了还埋怨酱多,对不起呀朋友们. 所谓天涯何处无芳草! 你又算什么, 你有的我也有, 我愁什么? 愁来愁去还是愁, 酱愁有什么用. 都是我死38啦! 不会再无聊想些有的没的了, 有些东西不是我的就不会是我的, 假期就快过去了,我也没有多余时间再想这些. 请大家原谅我得无聊~ x)

My thoughts

I cried too much; I blamed too much; I waited too much because I cared too much. But now, I stop crying, blaming and waiting too much. Because I know, I care too much will hurt too much. I understand, people who have similar thoughts and characters are hard to work out. I guess we are too similar within our thoughts and characters, that's why we couldn't ever make it. Yes, I got my explanations I guess, but something is different, that is the time. If I got it earlier I would still holding my courages to approach you again. You used to give me a hope and then simply crashed it at a time. I don't like putting problems aside to just let them heal themselves, this is so not me, not my style. Don't find excuses anymore, once you could still using the same way to break my heart again and again and again, you're just pushing me to the edge to end everything. I didn't willing to end it until now because I want to give us a chance again and again, I'm holding a hope every single day to hope a reply from you, but your thoughts for you are everything, I couldn't catch your mind no matter how hard I'd tried. It's tiring. I won't fight nor struggle anymore, because I control the present right? I still need to move forward. Let the time heals our wounds. :)

My last advices,

No one would wait for you forever if you don't hold them tight.

No one could endure of your everything forever if you don't find a new way for yourself.

Save and solve the problems before it's all too late.

Want us to leave you should not show up;

Want to forget I should not mention.

Don't want to hurt us you should not mention;

Don't want to get hurt I should not approached.

Want to let me know you should not used this way;

Want to know it I should not force to know.

Want to mention you should change your attitude;

Want to know I should know how to let go.

没有谁不可以没有谁..

你不伟大~

忘记不需要努力 :)

Losing you is not my loss, losing me is your biggest mistake.

等待是我的朋友

时间过得很快,可是就算过了那么久回忆依旧在,曾经发生过的事历历在目,我知道它不可能消失,我只好等待,等待奇迹出现的那一天.踏出第一步很难,结束对我来说更难.曾经我以为出现了奇迹,以为终于得到了我等待好久的答案,我等了将近半年,结果又不知觉地结束了,连我自己也不知道发生什么事.没想到的是,结束的这结果是一样的,没有任何答复.又是一个等待.踏出第一步时真的很难很挣扎,不顾任何反对,相信也以为这次大家都成熟了可以再次有个美好地开始,以后会更珍惜对方,最后我分不清谁对谁错,就在我每一年最特别的日子让我等待和失望,就连一个简单的解释当作一份诚意的礼物都没有,这是对我何其残忍的事实.曾经那么高兴地到处宣扬,结束后却无言以对,原来真的没有一辈子这回事.有时候的人事物就是那么地残忍,那么地让人心碎,下一刻会发生什么事真的无法预知.我以为等待后会有我要的结果,当我心碎时想找一个让我倾诉的对象都没有时,我觉得自己真得很悲哀,我连一个信任的人都没有了.现在我依然和等待纠缠不清,等待离不开我,它没有想离开的念头,我却很想和它绝交,如果这是我的宿命,我认了,但请不要再给我一个这么悲哀的结果.我会继续等待,等待奇迹的来临.我想和奇迹交朋友,我想对奇迹笑,不想对等待哭.

睡到一半才觉醒疗伤先要哭一下.

哭后依然得站起来面对现实.

希望能等待到两个我最想要的答案 :)

朋友们,看了后别惊讶,我知道平时嬉皮笑脸的我没让你们看出我有这么多心事,我不喜欢说那么多,我希望你们能定时地关心下我,我不会做主动,请你们包容这样的我. :)

My precious

Santa Claus is coming to town~~ It's December! Ever since I think about Christmas I will think about presents, snow and Christmas tree. Well, I don't really celebrate Christmas actually but I love it, just that I don't have the chance to celebrate it. However, last year I celebrated a memorable Christmas Eve with my fellow friends. I hope this year will not be a normal one, but I will try to think less. Heh..Now, talk about presents on Christmas, I love presents a lot, or I should say 'Who on the earth don't like presents?" I seldom get presents on Christmas, but on my birthdays, definitely YES!I want to share my precious presents with you all in this post. Why? Simply laaa...I now having semester break very free ma..haha..

A handmade card by XXX (doesn't important right now)

nice right? My favourite colour ^^

Can you see the RM1, the code of it is my birthday date

Thanks to Lun and Bing (sounds weird)

they made the stars for me, my favourite colour ^^

Now Lun won't do that to me anymore, 'coz he will only do these for his poppop

Thanks Susan, Hui, Kee Tong and Yuki

I won't forget the surprise you all gave me, until now, I feel so warm when thinking of it.

Mr.B accompany me all the time

I will cherish Mr.B always ^^

Milk Teddy purse haha

Thanks my brother and Alvin

Milk Teddy purse very kam! ^^

Lun made this for me again on my 16th birthday.

With my favourite colour ^^

Although now it's a bit dirty, but I'll keep it forever.

This present very ba bai one.

The first and the last present from Bad Dog 'coz until now he still owing me 3 presents, I don't think I will ever get it from him. Haiz

A little piano from Sew Fong, so cute, I love it <3

A present from JiaHau, don't know what to call this haha, but it's so special!

Thanks, but I couldn't manage to keep the memory card :(

So, I will keep this well ya.

Aww, I love this I love this! Purple rabbit with roses.

I wander how Farid knows my favourite colour :D

I know I look horrible in this picture, was in my college and had a surprise from my coursemates!

A huge Secret Recipe cake (yum yum!)

The rabbit is so cute until I wanted to kill it :p


And now, let's Pooh time! :D

A book from Cally, my dearest friend.

The wishes inside it always sweeten my heart once I saw.

A Pooh photo album from my lovely mum, I'll put all the memorable photos inside it.

My little Pooh buddies! Thanks Cally, Soon Yip and XX giving me this.

Love all of it!

Well, these are not my birthday presents, they're Valentine's presents!

Owh, Poohs again from Ho Eng and Wen Kang.

So cute!!!

Now, this is the funny one. I got two same Pooh lamps haha.

I got the bigger one from my 16th birthday and the smaller one on my 17th birthday :D

Thanks Ken & ... for the bigger one and thanks Ho Eng for the smaller one.

Let's see my cutie baby Pooh family Picture! :)

My babies~~♥

Lastly, these are my most precious one. ♥

(Blur) A necklace from my beloved, not on my birthday, it's on 8/3/2010

A memorable day for us ♥

This is me :D Thanks my darling~~

Love you 99! ♥

Muacks muacks!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Finally finished sharing my presents with you all...still got a lot of precious presents la, some might not posted here.

:D

再一次

再一次听到你的消息

有点惊讶

有点熟悉

惊讶是因为听到你的消息

熟悉是因为你还是以前那个你

再一次让我失望

因为你还是以前那个自私的你

没有改变

感情不是儿戏

或许我的感情生活不比你丰富

但是我明白

感情不是你要就要

不想要就随便离开的

把别人当玩偶很好吗

要的时候就非得到手不可

不要的时候就一声不响地离开

再一次让你操控着

　我的思绪

还好

我现在已经胜任有余

不再被你摆布了

但是

我很庆幸的是

我们已经是曾经

不然现在的我是难过的

因为在你心里

我找不到我的位置

^^

我伤你并不比你伤我来得多

Movies recommended!

Unstoppable very nice!

Rapunzel very nice!

Bruce Lee, my brother nice!

Must watch :)

Harry Potter......ehem...

Sohli Potter mad, 汉奸业

:D