My thoughts

I cried too much; I blamed too much; I waited too much because I cared too much. But now, I stop crying, blaming and waiting too much. Because I know, I care too much will hurt too much. I understand, people who have similar thoughts and characters are hard to work out. I guess we are too similar within our thoughts and characters, that's why we couldn't ever make it. Yes, I got my explanations I guess, but something is different, that is the time. If I got it earlier I would still holding my courages to approach you again. You used to give me a hope and then simply crashed it at a time. I don't like putting problems aside to just let them heal themselves, this is so not me, not my style. Don't find excuses anymore, once you could still using the same way to break my heart again and again and again, you're just pushing me to the edge to end everything. I didn't willing to end it until now because I want to give us a chance again and again, I'm holding a hope every single day to hope a reply from you, but your thoughts for you are everything, I couldn't catch your mind no matter how hard I'd tried. It's tiring. I won't fight nor struggle anymore, because I control the present right? I still need to move forward. Let the time heals our wounds. :)

My last advices,

No one would wait for you forever if you don't hold them tight.

No one could endure of your everything forever if you don't find a new way for yourself.

Save and solve the problems before it's all too late.

Want us to leave you should not show up;

Want to forget I should not mention.

Don't want to hurt us you should not mention;

Don't want to get hurt I should not approached.

Want to let me know you should not used this way;

Want to know it I should not force to know.

Want to mention you should change your attitude;

Want to know I should know how to let go.

没有谁不可以没有谁..

你不伟大~

忘记不需要努力 :)

Losing you is not my loss, losing me is your biggest mistake.