Haaaa..SPM is coming SOON!!
everyday study study study and study!
It was boring man..
I am very worry about my 3 science subjects and my add maths..
Argh, never get an A before,how to score?
God bless..
I have to try my best no matter what.
'If you think you can, you can' =)
Yes, I CAN!!! haha
Many things happened during this year.
It were so upset,
I fell down,
I cried,
I tried to gave up,
I lost my directions,
I lost my confidence,
I lost the trust on others,
I dunno what to do...
But I learned to be tougher after all..
Everything happened around us will make us become more mature and tougher,
I learned all these =)
Yes, I am selfish, stubborn, bad temper and so many other problems.
Yet, I just wanna be myself,just like I am who I am.
I have my right to do what I want to do and who I want to be with.
It's my choice, no one can control and judge me.
I still have to appreciate myself even though there are some people who don't appreciate me..
Wanna thanks my mum and my buddies who gave me supports, opinions and cares when I was down..
I love you all..
keke
用最好的心情，面对最坏的事！
IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
The 'last word' she meant
Finally, i created a blog huh..
Soon yip was the first to know this, I think, hmm..he was speechless XD
Yea, I'm anti-blogger because blogs sometimes make ppl upset. It may make ppl got heart feelings and hurt.
What's the reason to make me created a blog? Hmm..it doesn't important I think XD
It was boring, so, I went to practice piano in the living room.
They said I was making noise,again. He said it was not a song,i was just making noise there.
What can I say? They never encourage nor compliment me on my piano skills although I had already learnt it for almost 5 years. It was the only words I get from them : 'very noisy'
I admit that I played it loudly,all because the piano pieces is really the way I played.
He never knows how hurt it is when he said I was making noise there.
I had make so much effort on it,until my fingers were so-damn-pain. What I get from them was just 'it was noisy'.
So, I asked them what for they let me to learn piano since they think that I was just making noise there?
Again, she said I always wanted the last word.
I was just telling my feelings on what they said.
She never listen, in the end, she still got the last word, not me.
Okay then, I stop playing there and went into my room since they never understand my feelings.
I heard everything she said behind of me. She did it purposely for me to listen since I was small.
She said sometimes she wished to send me away. I'll go,I'll go whenever she wants.
She said I always practice piano when my cousins was sleeping and when someone is watching TV in the afternoon.
I was going to say that it is the only chance i can practice my piano okay.
She watches TV for the whole afternoon after I went home from school everyday, what can I do? Don't need to practice anymore? Don't need to learn piano anymore? Why can't she listens and understands me?
I endured,I don't want to argue. I knew that she will say I wanted the last word again.
I'm hurt. =(
Why can't they just give me some supports instead of saying me making noise?
They make me lost my confidence again.
I wonder that the thing I had paid so much effort was just useless.
What should I do?
Soon yip was the first to know this, I think, hmm..he was speechless XD
Yea, I'm anti-blogger because blogs sometimes make ppl upset. It may make ppl got heart feelings and hurt.
What's the reason to make me created a blog? Hmm..it doesn't important I think XD
It was boring, so, I went to practice piano in the living room.
They said I was making noise,again. He said it was not a song,i was just making noise there.
What can I say? They never encourage nor compliment me on my piano skills although I had already learnt it for almost 5 years. It was the only words I get from them : 'very noisy'
I admit that I played it loudly,all because the piano pieces is really the way I played.
He never knows how hurt it is when he said I was making noise there.
I had make so much effort on it,until my fingers were so-damn-pain. What I get from them was just 'it was noisy'.
So, I asked them what for they let me to learn piano since they think that I was just making noise there?
Again, she said I always wanted the last word.
I was just telling my feelings on what they said.
She never listen, in the end, she still got the last word, not me.
Okay then, I stop playing there and went into my room since they never understand my feelings.
I heard everything she said behind of me. She did it purposely for me to listen since I was small.
She said sometimes she wished to send me away. I'll go,I'll go whenever she wants.
She said I always practice piano when my cousins was sleeping and when someone is watching TV in the afternoon.
I was going to say that it is the only chance i can practice my piano okay.
She watches TV for the whole afternoon after I went home from school everyday, what can I do? Don't need to practice anymore? Don't need to learn piano anymore? Why can't she listens and understands me?
I endured,I don't want to argue. I knew that she will say I wanted the last word again.
I'm hurt. =(
Why can't they just give me some supports instead of saying me making noise?
They make me lost my confidence again.
I wonder that the thing I had paid so much effort was just useless.
What should I do?
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