Waterfall

我一直以为

只要努力和付出

就可以得到回报和成果

我一直是这样想的

虽然我懒惰

可是我很努力

这次却不一样了

如果付出和努力了这么多

却得不到应有的回报

你会有什么感受?

我会堕落

我会崩溃

然后我会再坚强的站起来

继续前进

我不会认输

我一直以来不都是这样吗

Form 2那年

我fail了Sejarah

我后悔当时的行为

我检讨

我决定努力

最后我及格了

Form 3那年

Geography很差

我又Fail了

再一次

我崩溃了

没有人知道

我躲在厕所流泪

我答应自己做得更好

PMR我拿到A

都是靠我自己的努力

我爱玩并不代表我不会努力

Form 4那年

有人和我比较总平均

我输了

我再努力

结果我成功了

继续保留在第一班

Form 5那年

Moral竟然Fail掉

晴天霹雳

我再次崩溃

我在房里偷偷哭泣

可是我坚强起来

努力奋斗

SPM也拿到A-

即使被他人放弃和遗忘

我堕落了

崩溃了

　我每一晚都难以入睡

噩梦纠缠

我不让别人知道我流泪

最后我坚强的站起来

我决定遗忘那些不快乐

找回自己

做会自己

不再为那些不珍惜我的人流泪

现在

我依然是这个我

面对瓶颈

堕落了就会再站起来

再更加努力

不懂是谁变了

是你没有耐性了

还是我过分了

我不想再面对你

我觉得窒息

在这样下去对我们有什么好处

面对这种情况

我异常的平静

我不懂为什么

ALIVE

Back to my mood to blog b'coz I'd finally done my project 2! Hooray~~

Big *Claps* for me. =p

WHY?

BECAUSE

In this whole week

I stayed at college from 8.30a.m to 5.30p.m to do my project. I'd been feeling dizziness for this whole week, I didn't get this serious for long time and now, I was surprise to myself. =p

Just yesterday, I must get my 4 final posters done because today I'm going The Legend hotel to have Hi-Tea with my family.

23/10/10

I woke up at 10a.m, watched tv until 11 something and practice piano.

I started to do my work at 1 something. Guess what? I did my work non-stop from 1 something to 12.30a.m. I just ate a bread for my day. Geng laaa. When I'm working, I don't have the mood to eat or talk or go somewhere else, that's why I didn't eat nor talk to anyone and didn't meet my friends for long time, I guess.

Now, I'm ALIVE! =)

BUT, there will be a new project waiting for me tomorrow. x)

Gambateh!

I hate myself for being so forgetful.

Everyday, for sure I will be forgot about at least one thing.

Monday, I can't remember right now. (SEE)

Tuesday, I forgot to bring my palet back home.

Wednesday, I forgot to buy mounting board.

Thursday, I forgot to bring back Louie's sponge and forgot where I'd put my pendrive, the pendrive is so meaningful to me, I was going to cry that time. Luckily I found it back. =)

Friday, I forgot to bring my silk screen back home.

Saturday, I forgot where I put my glue.

Sunday, I still wondering what I will forget next.

My glue gone :(

My mood in this week was really awful, but I'm okay right now. =)

IMY

Dead

I'm so dead. My task is still hanging, I did nothing until now, lecturer gave me the weekends to get the task done, see what I'd done now? NOTHING. Can't blame. Tomorrow will be a spinning day. B'coz I'll get dizzy when I didn't get enough sleep. Pray laaaa. SPIN SPIN SPIN.

X.X

So dead Ong Suet Li

I need you now,

I miss you now,

I don't love you now,

I love you always.

:)

You're the sweet that can sweeten my day.

Discovered

I'm pretty tired right now, I can just fall into deep sleep once I get my butt on my bed. As you can see, I'm here with my assignments aside. Can't help with myself. I'm gonna die for tomorrow class. Deadline is COMING! Horrible. I was going to start my assignments just now, but I discovered something. Sometimes, I really hate my curiosity. Hmmph. Still not getting over it? Hmmmmmm, I don't dare to face the answer. I just whispered to myself, 'BYE' 'GO AWAY' 'SHOOOO' 'DON'T GET NEAR' 'LEAVE ME ALONE' nightmares. All the way I tell myself 'be cool, Suet Li, you can do it and you'll make it'. Yes, I hope I will. :)

You know, my nightmares are all about you.

You are my best medicine whenever I'm stress, I want to be with you all the time to forget all my worries and the pains. It's so relax to be with you, although I dropped something from my eyes today in front of you. Thanks for being by my side always.

I love you, my sweetheart.

Burns up

I'm so not in my mood right now. Frustrated and totally freaked out. I can't do anything well, until now, I didn't even do anything for my assignments, I can think of nothing and I don't know what to do with those assignments. I wish to rest but my mind is stuck, I can't relieve myself without having my assignments done. I don't want to talk and I don't need to chat right now.

:(

:) ):

I'd my first individual presentation on Thursday, as you can imagine, it sucks. I was so reckless the day before, burn midnight oil for the slides and I was not in my mood. I almost forget to wear formal to college. On the next day after I reached KBU only I realized I forgot to bring my pendrive, stupid right? How careless I was. This is not the first time. Then, I have to burden my brother again, to bring it to me. However, it's better than I predicted. Just take it as an experience and do well next time. :) I learn how to cheer myself lately, at least I did it, not that good but I will improve. We didn't born to know everything.

What else I can say when you do this again and again

I will just shut up when you hurt me

I want you to realize how much your words hurt

I won't fight back or mention anything now

I didn't born to be perfect

That's it.

面对你，我已经没有任何感觉了

因为，我不再对你有任何期望

:S

Assignments are like mountains.

I wanna jump!

Jump over it as soon as possible.

4 poster designs

Caricature drawing

10 sketches

Presentation

Critical writing

ADUI~~

I don't have time to exercise

ended up

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I'm still a fatty!

:S

I'm here.

Back to blog finally, but still don't have anything to write. XD

Doing the same thing everyday, go college and yada yada....kinda boring, don't have anything special.

Oh yea, went to Lun's birthday party today, finally can BBQ =) Nice, I met many friends.

Ah Lun a, Happy noob birthday oh~~~ All the best to you yea...

So, what should I write now?

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Okay, I know what to write. I must write here! Or else if I say will be useless, nobody will trust me.

BOO XU ZANG AND SOME OTHERS!!! PLEASE LOOK HERE!!!

I never do such a thing with my boy boy, never okay, please stop teasing me about that, or else I really will punch you guys, memang kanasai, I told you, I DIDN'T EVEN SEEN BEFORE. ==

Well, I'm not angry, just really speechless, I didn't wanna write here as you said if I got anything should tell face to face, but, I don't think you guys will trust even though I say. So, BOO XU XANG you NOOBIE!!!! BAD DOG!!!! YOU STILL OWE ME "3"!

Tones of homeworks! I'm gonna freak out... God bless me. I'm afraid of presentation. Oh gosh. =(