I know I'm not a little girl anymore, should not always get pamper.
Somehow there is a feeling, which I don't know how to express right now.
I really need someone to talk.
Talk everything I want and all my thoughts.
It's weird.
I don't know whether I should be honest to tell everything or should not.
I wanted to tell you, but I just don't know how to start it, I don't want to give you any burden.
But I think you sensed something weird.
'Cause Ong Suet Li always fails to hide her feelings.
Aiks.
What's the problem with me?
Gee..
Don't know how to explain..
I need someone to talk to!!
Yes, you can say that I'm emo ><
Whatever..
I'm a weirdo
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
♥ 做你的男人 ♥
东京纽约每个地点
带你去坐幸福的地下铁
散步逛街找电影院
累了我就帮你提高跟鞋
塞车停电哪怕下雪
每天都要和你过情人节
星光音乐一杯热咖啡
只想给你所有浪漫情节
让我做你的男人
24个小时不睡觉
小心翼翼的保持
这种热情不退烧
不管世界多纷挠
我们俩紧紧的拥抱
隐隐约约我感觉有微笑
藏在你嘴角
让胆小的你在黑夜中
也会有个依靠
就算有一天爱会变少
人会变老
就算没告诉过你也知道
下辈子还要和你遇到
♥ ♥
带你去坐幸福的地下铁
散步逛街找电影院
累了我就帮你提高跟鞋
塞车停电哪怕下雪
每天都要和你过情人节
星光音乐一杯热咖啡
只想给你所有浪漫情节
让我做你的男人
24个小时不睡觉
小心翼翼的保持
这种热情不退烧
不管世界多纷挠
我们俩紧紧的拥抱
隐隐约约我感觉有微笑
藏在你嘴角
让胆小的你在黑夜中
也会有个依靠
就算有一天爱会变少
人会变老
就算没告诉过你也知道
下辈子还要和你遇到
♥ ♥
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I hurt you, YOU hurt Me
Went to KBU this morning to register..
Left one more A for me to get 100% scholarships, sayangnya~~
I guess I'm the only one who is going to KBU among my friends.
Yaiks..kinda afraid of the new environment, have to speak english lar ><
Went 1u after that and had KFC for our lunch, I treated pa and ma haha..
Bought 3 clothes in Padini, yea, I bought it on my own.. RM116.70
Woot, I'm so generous today! =)
Recent life, yam cha, hang out, online, watch DVD.
Have to end this kind of life soon, 'cause April is my intake ahaha..
Seldom gather with my gang already, I don't know what had happened, it's just like they all are gone. =(
I think I'd been forgotten by someone =((
We ended our secondary school life doesn't mean we ended our friendships too.
We should keep in touch.
Maybe you don't understand, so it's useless for me to explain.
I think I hurt someone. Deeply.
You knew that I hate people who doesn't keep their promises, and now, I'd became one of them.
I couldn't keep my promise to you as the past anymore.
It was my fault. And I know, I hurt you.
We should start our new life now, so what I think is, this is the time for you to put everything down and fight for your future.
Everything is already a past.
Sorry.
I couldn't manage to do anything.
I'm ain't perfect.
I'm a jerk.
And I'm so sorry.
I love him. x(
Someone hurt me. Deeply.
Somehow I still couldn't forget this feelings. Never.
Someone I loved so much hurt me so deeply.
I could still feel the pain now.
Imagine how much someone had meant to me.
Maybe this is the recycle, I hurt someone and someone hurt me.
It's equally hurt I guess.
I don't like this feelings. I HATE IT.
I was thinking, 'how could you hurt me?!'
In the other hand, 'How could I hurt you?!'
I'd forgiven you, but the pain is still here, deep inside my heart.
But I found out that I still couldn't let you go even though you'd hurt me so deeply.
DILEMMA.
x(
Am I emo?
I don't know.
You are so far away from me now.
I'm unhappy without you. :(
Still, I have to continue my life.
I want you to know that I love you no matter what, dear.
It's forever.
Please don't go too far.
'Cause I couldn't manage to catch up.
Left one more A for me to get 100% scholarships, sayangnya~~
I guess I'm the only one who is going to KBU among my friends.
Yaiks..kinda afraid of the new environment, have to speak english lar ><
Went 1u after that and had KFC for our lunch, I treated pa and ma haha..
Bought 3 clothes in Padini, yea, I bought it on my own.. RM116.70
Woot, I'm so generous today! =)
Recent life, yam cha, hang out, online, watch DVD.
Have to end this kind of life soon, 'cause April is my intake ahaha..
Seldom gather with my gang already, I don't know what had happened, it's just like they all are gone. =(
I think I'd been forgotten by someone =((
We ended our secondary school life doesn't mean we ended our friendships too.
We should keep in touch.
Maybe you don't understand, so it's useless for me to explain.
I think I hurt someone. Deeply.
You knew that I hate people who doesn't keep their promises, and now, I'd became one of them.
I couldn't keep my promise to you as the past anymore.
It was my fault. And I know, I hurt you.
We should start our new life now, so what I think is, this is the time for you to put everything down and fight for your future.
Everything is already a past.
Sorry.
I couldn't manage to do anything.
I'm ain't perfect.
I'm a jerk.
And I'm so sorry.
I love him. x(
Someone hurt me. Deeply.
Somehow I still couldn't forget this feelings. Never.
Someone I loved so much hurt me so deeply.
I could still feel the pain now.
Imagine how much someone had meant to me.
Maybe this is the recycle, I hurt someone and someone hurt me.
It's equally hurt I guess.
I don't like this feelings. I HATE IT.
I was thinking, 'how could you hurt me?!'
In the other hand, 'How could I hurt you?!'
I'd forgiven you, but the pain is still here, deep inside my heart.
But I found out that I still couldn't let you go even though you'd hurt me so deeply.
DILEMMA.
x(
Am I emo?
I don't know.
You are so far away from me now.
I'm unhappy without you. :(
Still, I have to continue my life.
I want you to know that I love you no matter what, dear.
It's forever.
Please don't go too far.
'Cause I couldn't manage to catch up.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Back to normal
Heee~~
Sorry for the previous post, I knew that I'd acted harsh x)
I'm okay now =)
Especially thanks to Soon Yip, Jerry and Lun...
You don't understand? Haha, but they will..
So, thanks ya!
I wonder what's on the earth had happened on me, I was like 'OH MY GOD'!!!!
Maybe I was just making the fuss haha.
Got so many good news around recently..
Although I felt that my SPM's results still not good enough, my family are still feeling proud of me geeez..
This is what I got : 1A+, 3As, 4A-s, 2Bs
11/3 that day, I got back home and my mum greeted me, I showed her the slip.
I then got into my room and I saw an ang pau on my table.
Guess what? My mum gave me RM800.
She is just a housewife but she gave me such a huge amount, I asked her not to give me 'cause I didn't manage to get straight As also.
Anyhow, she wanted me to accept it as my reward.
Thanks mum, I love you =)
This was the first 'OH MY GOD'
And dad, he didn't give me anything 'cause he already brought me to Taiwan last year.
He texted me while he was working, an extremely touch message for me, I was going to cry that time 'cause I never receive such warm message from him before lol.
Thanks dad, I love you three =)
This was the second 'OH MY GOD'
My dumb brothers haha, eldest brother is going to treat me a meal while the second one was just kept acting jealous on my results hahahaha...he hugged me >< it's so tight!
And that day, someone gave me a surprise =)
This was the third 'OH MY GOD'
Tadaaa!
Here comes the fourth!
A great surprise!
'OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD'
I wanted to say this million of times okay!
It's so unbelievable.
But it's hard to explain here, heeee~~
So, I might not sharing this surprise here hahaha..
Anyway, I love my best friend, my dear, the only one.
Yes, you know what I meant ;)
Why I'm so damn lucky now? Haha..keep it on ya!
Oh, yeee...I got my salary, on that day too!
I'm rich rich rich! But I won't treat you a meal buahahaha..I'm stingy okay!
I gave my parents RM 100 each after getting my salary..
Dad was so happy and 'syok sendiri' already 'cause he claimed that no one give him before, even though my brothers work.
Ahaha! Cute!
But he is going to spend much more on my further studies Heeeee~~
Sorry for the previous post, I knew that I'd acted harsh x)
I'm okay now =)
Especially thanks to Soon Yip, Jerry and Lun...
You don't understand? Haha, but they will..
So, thanks ya!
I wonder what's on the earth had happened on me, I was like 'OH MY GOD'!!!!
Maybe I was just making the fuss haha.
Got so many good news around recently..
Although I felt that my SPM's results still not good enough, my family are still feeling proud of me geeez..
This is what I got : 1A+, 3As, 4A-s, 2Bs
11/3 that day, I got back home and my mum greeted me, I showed her the slip.
I then got into my room and I saw an ang pau on my table.
Guess what? My mum gave me RM800.
She is just a housewife but she gave me such a huge amount, I asked her not to give me 'cause I didn't manage to get straight As also.
Anyhow, she wanted me to accept it as my reward.
Thanks mum, I love you =)
This was the first 'OH MY GOD'
And dad, he didn't give me anything 'cause he already brought me to Taiwan last year.
He texted me while he was working, an extremely touch message for me, I was going to cry that time 'cause I never receive such warm message from him before lol.
Thanks dad, I love you three =)
This was the second 'OH MY GOD'
My dumb brothers haha, eldest brother is going to treat me a meal while the second one was just kept acting jealous on my results hahahaha...he hugged me >< it's so tight!
And that day, someone gave me a surprise =)
This was the third 'OH MY GOD'
Tadaaa!
Here comes the fourth!
A great surprise!
'OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD'
I wanted to say this million of times okay!
It's so unbelievable.
But it's hard to explain here, heeee~~
So, I might not sharing this surprise here hahaha..
Anyway, I love my best friend, my dear, the only one.
Yes, you know what I meant ;)
Why I'm so damn lucky now? Haha..keep it on ya!
Oh, yeee...I got my salary, on that day too!
I'm rich rich rich! But I won't treat you a meal buahahaha..I'm stingy okay!
I gave my parents RM 100 each after getting my salary..
Dad was so happy and 'syok sendiri' already 'cause he claimed that no one give him before, even though my brothers work.
Ahaha! Cute!
But he is going to spend much more on my further studies Heeeee~~
Thursday, March 11, 2010
I'm angry
I couldn't hide my feeling right now, I'm extremely mad.
If you hate this post, go ahead and click the 'x'.
I don't care, I want to express!
Yes, I'm in a relationship, so what?!
This is my own business right?
Tell me that what you all want me to do with it, why can't I go and find him?
I never expect to let the whole world to know, it was just a coincidence.
Did I did anything wrong?
What I need is just your blessing, I'm not showing off anything okay!
What did I wrong? For not telling it? For my disappearance?
And now I know, no matter what I do I would also get the same respond from you all, I don't know what you all are thinking right now, but what I felt was that you all didn't really understand and care of my feelings.
I'm sorry if I did anything that make you all felt that I'm selfish.
What I could say now is I couldn't control what's happening next.
Everything is not under my control okay.
Would you really won't do the thing as you said won't be doing it anymore before?
Like you told others that you will never looking back for the past, you really won't?
So are you expecting that I should not have a boyfriend since I said I would never get one before?
Okay, if yes, you win. Whatever, I don't care.
Friends, I just need your blessings..
If you hate this post, go ahead and click the 'x'.
I don't care, I want to express!
Yes, I'm in a relationship, so what?!
This is my own business right?
Tell me that what you all want me to do with it, why can't I go and find him?
I never expect to let the whole world to know, it was just a coincidence.
Did I did anything wrong?
What I need is just your blessing, I'm not showing off anything okay!
What did I wrong? For not telling it? For my disappearance?
And now I know, no matter what I do I would also get the same respond from you all, I don't know what you all are thinking right now, but what I felt was that you all didn't really understand and care of my feelings.
I'm sorry if I did anything that make you all felt that I'm selfish.
What I could say now is I couldn't control what's happening next.
Everything is not under my control okay.
Would you really won't do the thing as you said won't be doing it anymore before?
Like you told others that you will never looking back for the past, you really won't?
So are you expecting that I should not have a boyfriend since I said I would never get one before?
Okay, if yes, you win. Whatever, I don't care.
Friends, I just need your blessings..
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Hmm
有情饮水饱，我吾饮水都已经饱了.
Yea, I lost my appetite..
And no, I don't know why..
Vomited this morning..coughed non-stop.
My breakfast flushed away though ><
I became like this is all because of last night, guess what time I got to bed last night? Oops, should be saying this morning. Heee~~ *3.30 a.m* guys.
And I woke up at 8.30 a.m. Geezz...
I think I vomit because I lack of sleep...argh...anyway, I'm okay now...sleep earlier tonight and pray for tomorrow..
Really don't have any appetite to eat.
Why?
Or maybe I really should on diet already...ahaha!
Yea, I lost my appetite..
And no, I don't know why..
Vomited this morning..coughed non-stop.
My breakfast flushed away though ><
I became like this is all because of last night, guess what time I got to bed last night? Oops, should be saying this morning. Heee~~ *3.30 a.m* guys.
And I woke up at 8.30 a.m. Geezz...
I think I vomit because I lack of sleep...argh...anyway, I'm okay now...sleep earlier tonight and pray for tomorrow..
Really don't have any appetite to eat.
Why?
Or maybe I really should on diet already...ahaha!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
=)
8/3/2010
Today was a fairy tale
10.00 a.m.
2
The bridge
blue
grey
Hot Summer Day
love stories
not so tasty food
drink was the best
a necklace
a promise
and
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
I DO
=)
Today was a fairy tale
You tell me I was pretty when I looked like a mess *I love this---so much*
Today was a fairy tale
10.00 a.m.
2
The bridge
blue
grey
Hot Summer Day
love stories
not so tasty food
drink was the best
a necklace
a promise
and
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
I DO
=)
Today was a fairy tale
You tell me I was pretty when I looked like a mess *I love this---so much*
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
失眠的睡美人
故事最后 会有哪些情节
可以当纪念 曾经你说
要最疼我 要最想我
每天每天
在你身后
感觉就像一条透明的抛物线
当它下遂
再美的童话也会失去感觉
睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子
想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠
我愿意拥有公主的眼泪
安静的等着你每一夜
喜欢就是这样
酸酸甜甜 的滋味
可以当纪念 曾经你说
要最疼我 要最想我
每天每天
在你身后
感觉就像一条透明的抛物线
当它下遂
再美的童话也会失去感觉
睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子
想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠
我愿意拥有公主的眼泪
安静的等着你每一夜
喜欢就是这样
酸酸甜甜 的滋味
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