I hurt you, YOU hurt Me

Went to KBU this morning to register..
Left one more A for me to get 100% scholarships, sayangnya~~
I guess I'm the only one who is going to KBU among my friends.
Yaiks..kinda afraid of the new environment, have to speak english lar ><
Went 1u after that and had KFC for our lunch, I treated pa and ma haha..
Bought 3 clothes in Padini, yea, I bought it on my own.. RM116.70
Woot, I'm so generous today! =)

Recent life, yam cha, hang out, online, watch DVD.
Have to end this kind of life soon, 'cause April is my intake ahaha..
Seldom gather with my gang already, I don't know what had happened, it's just like they all are gone. =(
I think I'd been forgotten by someone =((
We ended our secondary school life doesn't mean we ended our friendships too.
We should keep in touch.
Maybe you don't understand, so it's useless for me to explain.

I think I hurt someone. Deeply.
You knew that I hate people who doesn't keep their promises, and now, I'd became one of them.
I couldn't keep my promise to you as the past anymore.
It was my fault. And I know, I hurt you.
We should start our new life now, so what I think is, this is the time for you to put everything down and fight for your future.
Everything is already a past.
Sorry.
I couldn't manage to do anything.
I'm ain't perfect.
I'm a jerk.
And I'm so sorry.
I love him. x(

Someone hurt me. Deeply.
Somehow I still couldn't forget this feelings. Never.
Someone I loved so much hurt me so deeply.
I could still feel the pain now.
Imagine how much someone had meant to me.
Maybe this is the recycle, I hurt someone and someone hurt me.
It's equally hurt I guess.
I don't like this feelings. I HATE IT.
I was thinking, 'how could you hurt me?!'
In the other hand, 'How could I hurt you?!'
I'd forgiven you, but the pain is still here, deep inside my heart.
But I found out that I still couldn't let you go even though you'd hurt me so deeply.
DILEMMA.
x(

Am I emo?
I don't know.
You are so far away from me now.
I'm unhappy without you. :(
Still, I have to continue my life.
I want you to know that I love you no matter what, dear.
It's forever.
Please don't go too far.
'Cause I couldn't manage to catch up.