I'm angry

I couldn't hide my feeling right now, I'm extremely mad.
If you hate this post, go ahead and click the 'x'.
I don't care, I want to express!
Yes, I'm in a relationship, so what?!
This is my own business right?
Tell me that what you all want me to do with it, why can't I go and find him?
I never expect to let the whole world to know, it was just a coincidence.
Did I did anything wrong?
What I need is just your blessing, I'm not showing off anything okay!
What did I wrong? For not telling it? For my disappearance?
And now I know, no matter what I do I would also get the same respond from you all, I don't know what you all are thinking right now, but what I felt was that you all didn't really understand and care of my feelings.
I'm sorry if I did anything that make you all felt that I'm selfish.
What I could say now is I couldn't control what's happening next.
Everything is not under my control okay.
Would you really won't do the thing as you said won't be doing it anymore before?
Like you told others that you will never looking back for the past, you really won't?
So are you expecting that I should not have a boyfriend since I said I would never get one before?
Okay, if yes, you win. Whatever, I don't care.
Friends, I just need your blessings..