Things in my mind

Argh..recently I found out that my handphone got problems.
Sometimes I can't receive messages or send messages as I think I had already sent.
I think I would never find out if I don't ask soon yip.
Aiks..what happened to my phone??
I wonder I failed to receive some messages since when??
A month before?
A few months before?
I was wondering how many messages I had missed.. TT
I even misunderstood that they didn't reply my messages and felt 'bu shuang' lol silly me..
It was my mistake after all..
I should have ask for the reasons..
I'm too sensitive and insist sometimes..
I hardly open my mouth to ask for reasons..
I think I should change this attitude.


SPM already started.
I got a surprise the day before,
a surprise that I never think before indeed.
I was shocked,yet I dunno why was it happening.
It shouldn't had happened.
'Wake up, wake up' I told myself.
I woke up,I know that it might just an illusion,it was not real.
I should not care about that and thought that it was possible,
all because I had already disappointed and despaired.
It's so tiring to being like this,I hope that it could end and I could forget everything about the past.
Yes,I should let go from this moment,I wish I could.
I don't want to be hurt anymore.
So,goodbye forever and ever.
I'll let go.


Why were we still so relaxing when having our SPM?
I chit-chat and laughed with my buddies as usual,
feel like pressure-free haha..
We don't have cars like others who can go somewhere to have their lunch after having the exam.
So what? We were still enjoying to be together to have our lunch and laughed together.
It was a precious time for me.
They are just like my medicine when I was down.
I would just have to meet them and talk some funny things and laugh out loud together.
'No point' again?
Lol..
I won't say 'friends forever' this time as I think many things would happen in the future.
I don't need this promise,I just want us to appreciate every moment that we could spend together.
Oi, feel touch boh??
haha..
I love you all always..