Well, I'm silly enough. I never take the lesson even though I faced it for so many times already. I'm so silly being like this. I couldn't do it in the very end even though I always promised myself not to do this and that. I'm too weak to face the reality, I thought everything will be fine but I was wrong. I'm just the way too silly. Someone told me that I deserve to be cared and loved which I thought I will not ever deserve it long time ago. I promised myself this time, I won't care already and I will do it. I swear. I will be independent and I will be alone, it's not that I don't appreciate, I appreciated a lot, but what I got in the end? Nothing, what left in the end was just sadness and madness. I'm sickening of it. I'm so damn pissed off. This is the last time. Don't forget what you had done to me, you're not sorry, you don't deserve any forgiveness. Go ahead and continue your childish life as you wish to. You won't have the chance to mess me up again. I'm going to start my new life now. Go away...leave me far away, I'm so tired because of you. You are not the one in my life anymore, 'cause you lied, never keep your promises. I don't deserve hurt but cares.

I'm emo now, but I'll be fine very soon. So, dear readers, don't worry about me. I'm okay.

Thanks to my soulmate, gave me a lot of advices and opinions, waken me up from silliness and make me tough. Thanks for listening my problems and sadness. I'll listen to you.

There's someone still care for me so much.