Wednesday, September 8, 2010

You and me

I didn't get you out of my mind even though I told myself of this for million times
I don't know whether you're really that important
B'coz no matter what you're still here
I needed your support so much when I was having hard times and in trouble
But sad to tell that you're not here every time
Even a comfort and a simply 'how are you'
I wanted to be by your side whenever you're down or upset and whatever it will be
I'm always here
But it seems that you never give a damn on me
like I'm invisible
like I'm nothing to you
like I'm just a dust
I don't know and never get to know what you're thinking
B'coz I didn't even get the chance to know more about you
more about your thoughts and mind
and
you tell non of it to me
I'm just tired of this kind of frustrating feelings you brought to me
I just wanted to give up
I don't want to hanging around like a puppy
I'm upset and depressed
I didn't even like to mention about you
You're just like a scar on my heart
It will never disappear
That is why I don't want to expose it to anyone
I want to hide it
and
I want to be happy
without you
just like you never get into my life for once
even in my dreams
I don't hate you
Just that I loved you too much
It also burdened me too much
You're making me hectic
I can't stand this pain
I'm not that strong
All I wanted is you to be by my side
I know it is too much for you
B'coz you never stop your footsteps for anyone
You're just like you
I am just the way I am
You can't just change for me and either am I
We're both selfish and stubborn
We have to end this
like we never met
I can't do anything to make it better
and
I don't have the courage to do this again
It will just making me even suffer
We're having our own point of view
We thought we are the only one who suffer from this
I don't know
I don't want to care anymore
Just
let it be like what it wants to be
B'coz I believe that
Time can heals everything


#10. Time heals everything.

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