Mission completed

So yeah, today is Thursday, my deadline for my project 2 - Human and Space. Looking for the day to come for so long, the time for the last two weeks before the due date was really packed with this project, couldn't even sleep well and once I opened my eyes in the morning, the first thing I thought of was my project, stress and frustration all came along, it's really hectic yet fulfilling. But I can't deny that I started to love Graphic Design year 1 life even though it's so tough. Well, today had a presentation and I was late and my final outcome is not as successful as I expected so I was so down at first. But anyhow, the lecturers like my work though, they even complimented me hahaha, I'm so happy that my hard work has been seen, but the only problem that my presentation was not that skillful enough and lack of confidence as what the lecturer told me. Yeah, that time I was depressed about my final outcome b'coz it's not functioning well. Thanks god that they complimented me instead of blaming me. I'm so GLAD and HAPPY. Will upload the final outcome soon. Heh.

I'm in yellow but I'm not in yellow mood.

After this project,

I have a swollen eye,

I have a cacat face,

and I have a broken heart.

How could only a single word broke a heart into pieces so easily yet I'm still dying to find the truth.
How could a friendships break and bind again and again so cruelly yet no one could find a solution to fix it up.

How could ones spoke and acted differently at all time yet I'm still looking for hopes desperately.
How could ones acts so confusing yet I'm still finding excuses to convince myself.
How could a promise so important that I will never forget yet it has been forgotten by someone.
How could ones words so convincing by that time yet I'm still insecure after all.
How could ones acting so untrue yet I'm still refuse to let go.
How could ones heart hurt so badly yet I'm still willing to wait.

How could ones heart beaten down so delicately for not only once but times yet it could still functioning.
How could my life continue miserable by having all the pains yet I could hardly let it go.
How could ones fix a broken heart to let it stop bleeding?

I wandered why I could still alive.

It proved that I'm a strong person.

And this time I will be stronger than ever.

No more. Please.

I'll stop here.

不会再笑着难过.
:)