Finally, say bye to project 1A, but it's sad to say hi to project 1B. Duh, sometimes, I really felt sick of my current life. I'm tired every day and night. I need to sleeeeeeeeeepppp!! How am I going to survive? The projects will never end, one down, another one is up. What a life. And sometimes no one can see what you've done and how much efforts you have put in and this is the saddest part. Yeah, we need not take any examination, but what we face everyday is criticism. I really feel fed up at times, but this is what I've chosen to be, I can't have any regrets. One thing I really hate the most is being look down by people, but this is the only way that can make me improve myself to prove to those people who always look down on me. Perhaps I think too much? Hmmmm...however, whether it is true or not, I just hate the face that who had shown to me. Have to produce 30 sketches within a day, seriously, what the hell? Stress like hell nowadays, I need freedom!
But I know it well that this is life, everyone has to been through this stage, it's better than I did nothing in my whole life. I must try to enjoy my life, no matter whatever it is. Say cheerssss to myself! :) Anyway, it's good to learn, to learn new things and use my brain, because I'm a extremely lazy person though. Yaiks, maybe this is why making me suffer.
I'm curious about that lecturers often ask us to relax and enjoy our day, they even encourage us to hang out more to have fun, but at the same time, they give us a lot of works to do, hmmmmm? Something wrong eh? They expect us not to sleep everyday? They thought that we won't get tired? Kay, should stop blaming now, still got lot of works waiting for me.
Was going to post some happiness days before, but no time!! And the mood has gone, haha. But after the presentation today, although the presentation was hmmm...not that satisfactory, I had fun with the love, thanks him for cheering my day. Love him, my dearest. <3
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