The darkest hour is just before the dawn

Felt like crying but I don't have any tears.
The new system is freaking everyone out.
Honestly, I feel really stressful these days, mood down and I lost my smiley face.
But what to do? This is the process that everyone has to go through. I have to understand.
I even had nightmares two days in a row, my mind is suffering.
I used to comfort myself these days, and I have to, I got no choice but to accept every obstacles.
So, never, NEVER tell me that you feel or think that design field is easy!
You never been through it, you shouldn't judge like that. I will really get pissed.

But I'm lucky and I feel really lucky.
I'm not alone though, I'm loved and blessed.
I'm too lucky to have so many great people in my life.
To have those friends that helped me a lot,
those who support me all the way,
those who always able to cheer my day.
I love you, I love Him, and I love my mum.
They are the one who never leave me behind.
One thing that I learned the most is to appreciate everyone that appears in my life.

Thanks love for cheering me up when I was really stressful.
Thanks Stacey for caring and the advice.
Thanks my honey for cheering me up.
Thanks mum for supporting me.
Thanks Hoon Hoon for the chat.
<3 <3 <3



#29. I might not perfect, but I'm just being who I am.