I'd read back the messages that you sent to me.

I had more than a feeling when reading it.

Upsetting that we had wasted so much time being together, I lost the time to share things together with you, filling up your boredom and hard time.

Glad that you'd finally confessed, you are still care and love me and you never forget about me.

Surprisingly you was the one who took the first move to solve the problems and you apologized to me. It was the first time you did it if I'm not mistaken.

Grateful about you was still willingly to be apart of my life until my life ends, hopefully.

I'm really glad that we didn't become a pair of parallel lines as I was afraid of.

Maybe I'm not grateful enough 'cause I'm doubting, I doubt that how long can we stand this relationship, can it be forever? I hope to, but I'm still afraid, I'm sensed the weak source between us, I hope we can stay this forever, sincerely.

We getting less contact with each other lately, this is what makes me feel doubt again. I had the nightmare that you wanted to leave and ignore me again. I don't know why this happened in my mind. I'm silly though, maybe I'm too afraid to lose you.

I really hope that we could still stay close although we started to less contact.

You are the one, always be.

Doubt again, you disappointed me. Deeply.

Why it is so hard to prove it? Is that my problem?

Fine, I won't upset for the one who doesn't appreciate me anymore.

Just get out of my life. Do whatever you want and you wish. Don't mess me up.

You're not sorry.

I still have you even though the whole world abandon me.

I'm lucky to have you by my side. You are the only one who put me at the first place and important one. You make me feel that I'm the one.