Long time no see

Time pass too fast, it's November already. I suppose having my semester break next week onwards, but I guess I have to postpone for 3 more weeks, so until now I still not sure whether when is my semester break. *sweat*

Just got my feedback for my project 1 yesterday, my grade -- C-

The grade just reminded me of my Biology, Physics and Chemistry results past two years. The marks is so low. Well, I'd knew what I'll get, I knew my final outcome was sucks, what I can do is regret what I'd done. Seriously, I really don't like this project--character design. That's why I didn't put much effort on it, so I deserve this result. You know how's the feeling when you get a low grade, so I guess I don't need to share mine.

'Learn from what you'd failed,

gain from what you'd failed,

make yourself to do better.'

This is what I could tell myself. I know I can do it. The happy thing was that the lecturer did complimented me for my writing and drawings on my sketch book for project 1. I was quite surprised as I always thought that my drawing is sucks. So yea, this is an encouragement for me to do better as they really noticed my improvement. No picture to show b'coz I'm lazy to upload it, haha. Friday is going to have my feedback for project 2, pray for it b'coz this time I really put a lot of effort on it, I don't want to get a C again.

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There are too many peoples appear in our life, how many of the relationships between you and them are long lasting? Peoples came and left. Once they get into your life, you couldn't even ensure that they will stay here with you forever. They could just turn around and go away one day. No matter how hard you pay or try to keep them beside, you couldn't stop them from leaving you when the time has come and the fate between both of you has come to an end. You can cry, upset and disappointed, but nothing is going to change, there's no way turning back. Life is full of sadness sometime as you think, but if you make it different, you can make it happy as it is your life, you own your life, you can choose to live in whatever way you want. So don't lead yourself to the sadness path, make it happiness. How? Just a simple word "APPRECIATE". Appreciate what you own, appreciate the peoples around you, appreciate everything in your life.

And I, I appreciate every moment I spend with you, my beloved.

I couldn't ensure that we can last forever, but if I could, I would like to be your forever. ♥

I ♥ you

I appreciated you, I thought you were, but it turned out not as what I thought, you gave up, so do I. There's nothing left between us anymore when I found out you broke the promise, you can blame me for my attitude, but please notice that you're the one who gave up first. Maybe you thought this might be better for us, but this is just what you think, not me. You just want yourself to live better, not me.

When you let go something, you lose someone.

When you lose someone, you let go something.

Respect others when you want them to respect you in repay.

Don't ever expect me to respect you when you're not respecting me.

Please mind your jokes sometime, you thought it is fun, but others are not.

Please notice that you will be mad too when someone making jokes with you.

Don't do when you don't want others to do the same thing to you.

If you want to be mature please think before you say.

Someone mature knows what should say and what should not.